Study Buddies

Chapter 17

Y/n's Pov

"Remember to not listen to the stuff people say about you. Love you, honey.", said the letter my mom left for me on the counter. She was at work and usually she just texts me a quick 'Have fun at school. Love you.' so its nice to have a little upgrade. I didnt tell her in detail what happened but apparently moms really always know. All I told her was that Marcus is an asshole and she just looks into my eyes and knows what was really going on. Im sure she doesnt know that I kissed a girl and that thats the reason Marcus is angry but she definitely knows theres more to the story.

Maya picked me up as usual and at first we rode our bikes in silence, as Maya finally started talking. "So what the fuck was Friday?", she asked laughing a little but also being dead serious. "Thats a good fucking question. All I hope is that Jenna has a good excuse for not being by my side when Marcus shattered my feelings.", I said and let out a sigh. "Well yeah she better have a valid explanation, she doesnt wanna fight me, trust.", Maya said making me laugh. "Girl, you cant even kill a Mosquito because 'he may have family at home that could miss him when hes dead'.", I said still laughing at Mayas confidence. 

We arrived at the school and I immediately noticed that everyone stared at me and started whispering when I entered the building. "Okay what the fuck is going on?", I asked eventhough I probably already know the answer to that question. "Sup, ya dyke bitch!", some guy yelled into my face as he ran past me. In that moment I realized that either everybody at the party noticed the drama that was happening back then or Marcus told the whole fucking school. "I'll kill him.", Maya said, immediately knowing what Marcus did.

At first I was in disbelieve cause I never expected that from Marcus but at the same time it was fucking obvious. I shattered his stupid little ego so he has to get his revenge. "Whats it like fucking Jenna Ortega? Oh wait I already know, cause shes a hoe.", another guy yelled through the corridors. He gave me some cringe-ass finger guns and dabbed up his bros like hes the fucking alpha. I gave Maya a disgusting look, who also witnessed the super uncomfortable situation. "I have to find Jenna.", I said as I closed my locker and made my way to find Jenna. I searched for about 20 minutes and came late to my french class. I couldnt find her so I just thought she was probably skipping today. 

Shes a fucking pussy. If you're involved in this whole thing at least text me youre not coming. In the text she send me Saturday, she told me she wanted to talk and here we are. 

Or should I say here I am, cause shes most certainly not. 

I got lunch and as expected about 10 other students came to me and told me how much of a whore I am and that im a lying, lesbian cheater. I took the words my mom wrote on the note this morning to heart and tried to ignore it but its not that easy as it may sound. I believe I did nothing wrong. I followed my heart and again me and Marcus were never a couple. He just told that around to show off that he has a girlfriend. 

I walked into physics class and who do I see sitting there in their stupid fucking chair? Jenna Ortega herself. At least shes not breaking our promise. One day we promised that Jenna will never skip physics, only when she was deadly sick. I look at her in a furious way and let me tell you I was in fact very furious. She left me alone the whole fucking day just to sit here peacefully and enjoy her happy little life. 

The whole time I couldnt concentrate and my gaze kept wandering to her. How can she be so chill about this whole thing? Does it even matter to her what we did that night? Or is it true what everyone is saying, that im just one of her toys? Those were just a few of my thoughts I had while the teacher was rambling about electricity and circuits. She didnt turn to me once. Her eyes were locked on the paper in front of her and the only time she looked up was when the teacher was referring to something that was written on the board. 

I heard the bell and practically ran out of the room. I changed my mind about wanting to talk to Jenna, if she cant even look at me shes obviously not in the mood to have a really fucking important talk. "Fucking hell, can you slow down?", I heard a voice coming up behind me. I turned around just to see the very much out of breath Jenna. "What the fuck do you want?", I asked as I removed my gaze from her beautiful eyes that were looking in mine, theyre annoying the shit out of me. "I wanna talk. Thats what I said in the texts right?", she said trying to make eyecontact with me. "Well, first of all you werent even present for almost the whole fucking day and second of all you wont even look at me so why would I want to talk to you?", I said stubbornly. 

"I had to take care of something this morning, but now im here so lets talk.", she said as if it was the easiest thing on earth. "Why did you leave me alone?", I asked upset. "Y/n, i was drunk and-", she began, "no, I want the truth. I think I deserve it at this point.", I interrupted her not wanting to waste my time with her stupid excuses. "I was scared. Its a fucked up situation for me too, you know? Im sorry I wasnt there for you, but I think it wouldve just aggravated the situation if I had interfered you and Marcus.", she said and looked down at the floor. "Well, I needed you. It was disappointing to see that you dont even care about me enough to stand up for me and not hearing from you was torture."

"Im really sorry. Fuck I cant believe im over here saying sorry. What the fuck are you doing to me?", Jenna said giggling a little. She sounded like she truly was sorry for what she did and honestly with her dark brown puppy eyes I couldnt hold the whole cold-bitch act. "Oh fuck off, its the bare minimum to apologies after being such a dick.", I said and slapped her shoulder. 

"You're right. I apologies from the bottom of my heart, my dear princess, I shall promise you to never let such action slip my behavior again.", she said and bowed in front of me, kissing my hand. "Oh fuck off, you idiot.", I said pushing her playfully. She laughed and we locked eyes for a moment when her gaze suddenly got very serious and sort of... scared?

Authors note: Here I am, once again!! Uploading after ages... 

I always forget how much fun i have while writing. 

Well anywayssss things are looking okay between us and Jenna, huh? But thats not allllll hihihihi

Missed yall!! Buh byeee