Study Buddies

Chapter 19

Y/N Pov:

We sat at the ruins for a while as the sun already started to set a little. We talked about so much stuff: space, dreams, wishes, life in a possible other dimension or just life in general. Her presence made me feel so safe, even though we're in the middle of nowhere talking about the most random shit. She makes me feel heard and understood, the way she listens to me so concentrated and the little questions she asks in fear she might overhear a small detail. This day was probably one of the most healing ive had in a while. 

"The suns setting and im getting a bit cold, maybe we should head home.", I said already curled up in Jenna's jacket which she gave me the first time I told her that im getting cold. Jenna always seems like the stoner girl who sleeps around without a care in the world, but she's actually such a loving little gentle woman. "Yeah, i guess we should. Before we cant even find the way to my car, because it gets so dark.", she said and got up from the stonewall we were sitting on. "Well, if that'd be the case we'd be in some serious trouble cause i dont fucking know how to survive in the woods. If one fucking bug gets on me im out.", I said already feeling some mosquitoes surrounding us. 

We got back just in time before it got dark. Jenna opened the car and i immediately got in cause I was freezing at this point. Jenna leaned against the car and did something on her phone. Maybe she was just texting her parents that she's not dead and that she's coming home now. But after some brainstorming i realized that Jenna's parents probably dont give two fucks if shes alive or not. So who is she texting?? 

As she got in i felt that she was stressed or at least quite unwell. The vibes have changed. "You good?", i asked looking at her stupidly perfect side profile. She didnt say anything for a few seconds and then she just nodded slighty "Yeah, all good.", then she forced a slight smile and her eyes met mine. What's happening? Why is she that way now? Shes saying shes good but clearly something is up. I guess she doesnt wanna discuss this right now, so i just left it that way.

Jenna dropped me off at my house and as i got out of the car she immediately called someone and didnt even wave me goodbye. Is something up with her parents? Is it another one of her stoner friends whos calling her cause their weeds empty? Ive told her she could tell me everything, so why is she not telling me this?

I got inside and heard that the TV was still on. I walked into the living room and saw my mom peacfully asleep on the couch. Shes watching Grey's Anatomy. She loves that show, because as a nurse she always finds the little mistakes they make. Therefore she LOVES to scream that across the house as if shes just made the most important discovery. I turned off the TV and covered my mom up with the fluffy blanket we got on our couch. I love seeing her so relaxed, shes an extremely hard worker and she deserves more rest. 

After doing my evening routine i went to my room and scrolled on my phone. I couldnt wrap my head around what was going on with Jenna and what was worrying her so much. I overthought more and eventually fall asleep. 

The next day at school i searched for Jenna to ask her about yesterday, but she was nowhere found. Not even physics. Which either means shes deadly sick or she just broke our promise. Im starting to think that this whole situation has something to do with me. Maybe i did something wrong or acted weird? I asked Maya about it and all she said was "Meh, Jennas a bipolar-acting crazy bitch. One day she makes you feel important and than she vanishes it. Sorry to be so harsh but thats reality, my dear." I hated how Maya felt so smart and wise saying these things, because i know Jenna isnt this way at heart. 

I texted her several times and the texts also came through but Jenna just ignored them i guess. I decided to go on Snapchat to see her location and i couldnt believe my fucking eyes. 

This Bitch was in fucking Lousiana.

WTF is she doing in goddamn Louisiana???!!!

I called her, texted her, I even thought about calling her parents in case Jenna was human trafficked or idfk. I ended up not calling her parents, cause i was scared that that'd make the situation worse. 

So to summarize what ever the fuck is going on right now, Jenna drove over a 800 miles to Louisiana the night we hung out, for a reason that i yet havent come to terms with. God im so fucking lost. I mean what is so important that she immediately considered driving 800 miles?? She probably doesnt even have clothes or any type of important things with her. 

Shes 100% been kidnapped. Or is one of her sex buddies living there? Maybe she has a kid? Fucking hell, im lost asf. 

I dont know why Jenna is in fucking Louisiana but all i know is that i have to find out what shes doing there.

Authors note: UR GIRL IS BACKKKK!! AHHHH 

yall sorry i was gone so long but i have A LOT of shit to do. But anyways now im back (with some more drama obviiiii) HIHIHIHI 

soooooo Louisiana, huh? Well....

I missed yall, bye bye <3