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**Sam's P.O.V.

I watched as Harry took in all of the information I had just told him. I had gone into full detail of what Dustin and Matt did when they kidnapped me and held me in the basement of a warehouse in Colorado.

My cheeks were tearstained from reliving those horrid memories. I had dated Matt before I met Harry and I never would have expected this from him. We were like Barbie and Ken and he had always treated me like a princess. Then I even reunited him with his brother, and all I got out of that was being abused and raped? I honestly felt disgusting.

As the silence continued, my heart started beating faster. Harry just fiddled with his hands, not making eye contact. A few tears had slipped and I prayed he would say something. When a few more minutes passed by without him saying anything, I spoke up.

"Harry, please say something." I begged, my voice hoarse and cracking.

He sighed and looked up still avoiding my gaze. His eyes were bloodshot and puffy. "I-I don't know what to say." He whispered closing his eyes.

"Anything, really! I just told you the most traumatic thing that's ever happened to me and you have nothing to say?! Are you disgusted by me now? Because you won't even look at me!" Harry's eyes shot open and locked with mine. He finally saw how much of a wreck I was and pulled me into lap.

"No, don't think like that. The way I see you hasn't changed at all, except now I see that you're just as strong of a person as you were when we met in Cheshire. When I told you I loved you that very first time, I meant it and my feelings for you have only grown since. I just didn't understand why you felt like you couldn't tell me sooner. You should know that I'd never treat you differently because of it." He said holding me tight and stroking my knotted hair.

"It had nothing to do with you why I didn't tell you earlier. I just feel so disgusting and embarrassed." I said honestly, hiding my face in Harry's chest.

"Hey, look at me." I shook my head, keeping it buried in Harry's shirt which was surely covered with my makeup by now. "Babe." Harry said kissing the top of my head. I ended up looking up at him and he smiled down at me as he leaned his forehead against mine. "What those men did to you was disgusting, but that doesn't mean you're disgusting. And I don't want you to ever feel embarrassed when it comes to me. I'm never going to judge you."

Even though I still felt like shit, Harry managed to make me smile and it was one of the many things I loved about him. I closed the small gap between him and pressed my lips against his. We spent the next hour just enjoying each others company.

When I finally took out my phone to check the time, it was in the early hours of the morning. "Maybe we should go to bed." Harry said when he saw the time too. I nodded and stood up from the bed. I had already changed into my pj's after I got out of the bathtub but the collar of my shirts was wet.

I ended up stripping out of my pj's and I stood in my bra and underwear. I was well aware of Harry's eyes on my back as I faced towards the dresser. As I went to put one of his old t-shirts on, I felt his arms snake around my waist from behind and I felt my back press up against his bare chest. He must have taken his shirt off without me noticing.

I felt goose bumps rise on my skin as he caressed my waist. He swept my messy hair to the side and pressed his lips against my neck, trailing kisses across my shoulder. I spun around in his arms and pressed my palms across his chest. His arms wrapped around my body keeping it close to him.

I noticed that he was only in boxers and I felt my breath hitch. "Harry, I'm not ready yet. I'm sorry." I whispered. It may sound strange because I've had sex with Harry before, but everything was different now. Or at least for me it was.

"I understand. I'd never force you to do something you didn't want." He said. I smiled up at him and pressed my lips to his. He unwrapped his arms from me and walked over to the dresser leaving my body cold and missing his touch. After a second, he returned with his rolling stones t-shirt and slid it over my practically bare body.

Once the shirt was on, he swept me off of my feet, carrying me bridal style to the bed. He set me down so that my head was resting on the pillows and then hovered his body over mine.

"I love you." He said, leaning down to kiss my forehead.

"I love you too." I said.

He gave me his signature cheeky smile before rolling off of me. Once we were both under the covers he pulled me close to him. Moments later his breathing got heavier and I knew he was asleep. It wasn't long before I drifted of as well.

I woke up to the sound of shuffling around the room. I yawned and stretched my entire body before looking up to see Harry slipping on his boxers, his damp hair giving away that he had just showered. I let out a giggle and he turned around with a light blush on his face.

"Nice bum babe." I joked as I pulled the covers back and walked over to him. He rolled his eyes and slid on his jeans before greeting me with a hug.

"Good morning!" he smiled pecking my lips, knowing he wouldn't get any farther before I brushed my teeth.

I noticed it was dark in the room and look towards the window to see it was still dark outside, meaning it was before 6:00 am. I looked over at the clock beside the bed and sure enough it read 5:00 am. "Why are you up so early?" I asked stepping out of his embrace and walking into his washroom.

We had spent the night at Harry's house since he no longer lived with the rest of the boys. Harry followed me into his washroom and dried his hair while I brushed my teeth.

"We're going shopping for after Christmas sales and there won't be as many paps this early. So get ready, you bathed last night so I'm guessing you're pretty much good to go once you change?" he asked hugging me from behind and watching me in the mirror as his chin rested on my shoulder.

I nodded and quickly put a little makeup on and my hair into a bun. I walked back into his bedroom and put on the change of clothes I had brought with me to his house. We decided to hit a drive thru on the way and left after turning off all the lights.

But shopping wasn't the only thing that would happen today. And if only I knew that, maybe I would have sacrificed a Christmas gift...

Okay so I'm gonna say two words, just pretty please don't kill me, please...

And the two words are:

THE END

Woohoo! This book is finally finished, told ya I'm gonna end it with a huge cliffhanger! So, what did you think about the last chapter?

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