Random Quote:
"Trust can be lost in an instant, But can take a life time to regain"
Chapter 02
"Yep?" he asked but stopped as shocked filled his eyes while i looked up, i couldn't help it everything just came back and i started crying and i can't stop it
"YAA! WHAT HAPPENED!? WHO MADE YOU CRY?! DOES ZICO KNOW!?" he asked panicking and his voice was filled with concern, but once hearing his name i cried more, he held my shoulders tightly as i cried trying to make me still,
"Ya! Just please tell me Yumi... i don't like seeing you in this state" he begged, worry filled his eyes
"It's Zico..." i answered in-between tears, i looked at him he was giving me a small yet worried smile, like he was trying to get a hold of the situation, even though he was pretty confused him self he just acted to how i needed him to
"Just cry all you want... i'll always be here for you, what are best friends for"
I couldn’t help but feel hurt and yet again I’m feeling guilty... guilty on how since zico and I went out i never really hung around with him anymore, never wondered how he was... sadly i forgot about him, my own bestfriend i was pretty sure he hated zico a little for that
I cried loudly as i hugged him, crying unto his chest all the confused feelings i have with zico...
"Why the hell did i give him a chance to do this?!""Huh? what did you say?" looking up at him slightly as i sniffed confused at to what he said practically hearing nothing because of how i cryed, he laughed pinching my cheeks and shaking his head
"Come on chipmunk! I missed you a lot and i don’t want to see my chipmunk looking like a dog that rolled over my front lawn!" He joked, letting my cheeks go and petted me, pushing him aside pouting as i walked inside his house trying to calm my self as i looked around... it was the same old house we use to go to when we were in high school we always cut class together, i realized how much i missed my bestfriend.... and I’m pretty sure he's worried... i sighed why do I always end up worrying him the most when I always disappoint him when he needed me… like that time his girlfriend left him i only stayed with zico not even messaging him or asking if he was fine... yet his still here opening his arms for me, and still has that cat smile... he's such a dummy... even if how unfair i am... all i can do now is pretend to be okay for him..."stupid dumdum kitty!!" i said as i faced him sticking my tongue out pretending to be fine already, tuning back around and again heading to his room, i know that kwonnie knows that I’m still not alright he always see’s straight into me but i want to atleast catch up a little
"He really crossed the line big time" he murmured something really really low all i heard was big time.. but he was staring at me directly with a serious look
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