"Please Yumi give me a chance..." Ukwon begged as i stood there frozen, he knelt down down and hugged from my waist as he cryed silently
"I love you...I really love you Yumi..." i couldn't help but have tears drop from my eyes, i can't deny it anymore...
I was the girl Ukwon kept on saying how crazy he was about her... how he started drinking when that girl was going out with someone... how he kept going on about how much that girl means to him. how? how couldn't i have noticed? I've been hurting him all this time... all this time... I've been acting so recklessly, I can't hurt him... i can't lie to him
"Ukwon I'm sorry" i covered my face as he tightened his grip
"Yumi, give me a chance please, Just give me a chance" i couldn't help but give a deep sigh of confusion, i pushed him a little as he looked up at me and i couldn't help but feel more sad as he looked at me crying, kneeling down weakly in front of him as i held his cheeks
"Kwon ah... Your my best friend... i.. i don't want to lose you... please..." i begged as i cryed while carressing his tear stained cheeks, even though i myself was in tears
"Yumi...Stop crying because of me" he said as he brushed my tears away grabbing my hands and making me stand up, he closed his eyes while holding my hands as i stared at him confused
he opened his eyes and looked at me smiling widely like nothing happened, which made me worry more
"Ukwo-"
"Yumi ah! let's get ice cream!" he said like a child, he started rushing me out the apartment, i tried my best to make him face me
"Ukwon ah..." i said as i pulled my hand a little for him to stop
"Yumi... please... just remember what i said, but... if it troubles you then think about it some other time... just please... don't cry because of me" he mumbled as he started to rush me out, i stared at the back of his head as he started dragging me
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This is awkward... we're already walking home after eating some ice cream but we haven't talked it was just plain question's like, are you okay? do you want anything more? after that it was silence, it was different than the way we usually walk as well
I was walking a few steps infront of ukwon and he followed behind me, what should i really do? arghhh... i can't just choose ... i stared at the ground as i kept on kicking a pebble, like really my bestfriends in love with me... and further more he kissed me, i should be mad and all but it just made me feel guilty, as i was kicking the pebble it hit someones shoe and that person stopped
"Ah! I'm Sorry" i bowed politely as i looked up but froze in my spot,
"Y-Yumi..." There stood Zico wide eyed, he looked like a mess he had some bruises all over his hand and his face was filled with scratches and scars, his hair was all messed up, his clothes were ripped and dirty, in short he looked like a complete mess i should also add the way he looked at me... he looked at me with need and worry
"Zi-"
"zico" Ukwon beat me to saying zico's name as he stood next to me i looked at him and he looked seriously at zico, who didn't even seem to notice Ukwon he just kept his stare at me like i'd dissapear unto thin air
"Yumi..." he repeated but he quickly knelt down in front of me
"Take me back please Yumi...Take me back... I'm sorry for everything Yumi just please" he begged as he was approaching me on his knees and held my hand and placed it on his cheeks he closed his eyes and breathed deeply as a tear fell, this is the first time i've seen zico act and cry like this
"I'm sorry Yumi i didn't know what... what came to me to do such things to you...your the most special girl i've ever met, I love you so much" he said ashe looked up at me with pained eyes... but the problem is for some reason i just wanted to slap him even though how much i've missed him, but i tried to control myself i took my hand away from him and took a step back
"Zico... If you really love me... you wouldn't have thought of cheating on me even once" i said as i tried suppress my urge to cry and just slap him for what he've done... i looked at ukwon who just frowned down at zico who looked at me helplessly
"Yumi... I can't... live without you, i know how stupid i am... i am stupid for hurting you" he said standing up as he looked at me weakly, but tears still fell from his eyes
"Yumi p-" i looked in shock as he suddenly collapsed, but luckily ukwon was able to catch him before he'll hit the floor
"ZICO!" i panicked as i approached him, checking what's wrong,
"Yumi...st-"
"Ukwon let's bring him to the apartment! he has a high fever, why didn't i notice sooner!" i panicked as ukwon looked at me blankly before nodding
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I started placing a wet towel on zico's forehead as i continued to clean his arms, even though everything that happened i still care for him so much... but he broke my trust, yet love can sometimes prevail and make you do stupid things and some will be good while some will be bad
until your not well zico... I'll act to my love first...
{Ukwon's POV}
i watched Yumi continue to take care of zico whipping his face and arms, this just sucks... I took out my phone and dialed a number and headed out
"Yoboseyo?"
"Ahh... Min ah?"
"Ah! Yu Kwon? Is that you?"the person on the other line asked happily, i grinned bitterly as i remembered how i hurt this person's feelings
"Y-yah...can we meet?"
"Ah.. i guess so I actually just finished my photoshoot so sure" she said as she gave the other details, i stared at Yumi as she still held his hand looking at him
"Why can't she look at me the same way she looks at him?" i murmured as i turned my back and left the apartment
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'A/N Noticed how this story is almost filled with drama(LIKE REALLYYY) =.= when i finish this story imma make another block b story that would be a much with less drama story? lols idk ahahah XDDD i'll just make another story somehow!
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