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"You'll never truly love a person, unless you risk for their love; love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, then you won't learn how to love." ~
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2 weeks passed and with that two weeks Ukwon suggested for him to hide my phone from me since he caught me crying my heart out till 4am in the morning reading all the old text messages i had with zico, i just love making it worse for myself don't i?...
but i guess right now it's much better, here i am playing with Ukwon in his apartment running around like children
"Haha your it!" he screamed, running away like a maniac with his hands waving around the air
"YAAA!! I'll catch you!" i screamed as i jumped across the couch
even though how childish this game is we continued, kwonnie did his best not leaving my side he kept me away from thinking about zico, with the silliest ideas he came up with, like painting shirts, reading old books, even coloring children books and taking crazy Polaroid's, can you imagine the back of his bedroom doors filled with our pictures?!
we continued running around when all of a suddenly the doorbell rang which caused me to halt and freeze up, what if it was zico?...what if he begged...
"Hey... stop thinking to much. just sit on the couch" ukwon said as he approached me pinching my nose, before heading for the door he petted me and kissed my forehead which ended up making my face heat up, "I'll handle it"
Ukwons been acting weird this days really weird... yes we were okay with skin ship like hugging and all but i noticed how he suddenly appears hugging me from behind it was still okay until he suddenly started kissing my forehead and cheeks... is it his way of comforting someone? or is he just teasing?
"Yo Kwon!"
"Ya! is Yumi there?"
standing up as i heard bunch of noises and foot steps, as i turned around i was greeted by block b...minus zico
"YUMI!!!!!!!!!!!" i was startled as P.O suddenly hugged me and twirled me around, "You haven't been visiting us!" he said with aegyo as the others pried him off from me, the others greeted me and hugged me a little except for kyung who kept quiet and was seriously looking at me
"don't' mind him Yumi! he lacked sleep" Jaehyo whispered as he patted my back,
i was left in the living room with the rest as taeil and Ukwon got snacks from the kitchen, we chatted a little about how they're doing and all,
"Hey! i heard something! jaehyo are you dating someone?" i asked as i smiled towards his direction and he flushed giggling a little as the others started telling stories about his girlfriend and how he turned into a love sick puppy,
Everything was fine as Ukwon sat next to me placing the chips on the table and taeil sat next to P.O like always, i noticed how we were all chatting but kyung hadn't spoke even one line since he came but instead he kept staring at me... as he caught my eyes i turned quickly as i pretended to laugh at ukwon's joke
"So are you guys dating?" kyung suddenly asked as everyone turned to him, the members of block b started to tense up
"Ugh...no...you guys know ukwon's my bes-"
"Yes we know how you feel about him but do you know how HE feels about YOU" everyone suddenly started glaring at kyung who shrugged as he glared at me, ukwon...feelings about me? are'nt we the same? best friends?
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I'll treat you better next time(Block B Fanfic)
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