I'll treat you better next time(Block B Fanfic)

Chapter 11

Happy new yearrrr~!! hehe :)) it's still not edited but i really wanted to post it on exactly new year and here it is ^u^ i wish you enjoy ;') hahaha will edit later >w<

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[Min's POV]

annyeong its my first pov evaaaa... ahem ahem...pushing that aside i should focus on this cowering cat infront of me tsk

"Ya! will you now explain everything?!" i shouted out at him as how he held both his ears letting go of the cheek that since we arrived he held it, i guessed i was to carried away my palm clearly marked... wait no! this is a serious matter i should be feeling guilty!

"Ya Ukwon! what where you thinking didn't she have boyfriend?! are you crazy o-"

"he cheated on her Min!" he shouted as he looked at me seriously, waaait what?! i stared at him as he stared back

-silence-

he sighed and messed his hair as he sat on the swing, i actually dragged him to this old playground it was tiny one but it was better thatn any crowded are

" Min... i let him have her thinking that he'd make her happy, sure i know that he MIGHT not always make her happy but from all the things he actually cheated?!" he ranted on angrily as his hand where in a tight fist i silently listened to him not minding what my mind wants to say

" you know how different yumi is shes special... yet he treated her like that its just urghhh" he said stomping his leg on the gravel floor angrily

'what about me..' stupid brain stop things are already complicated everything between me and kwon has come to an end

"min..." my attention went back to him he looked at me like he was in so much pain "i love her so much i tried to push everything away thinking shed be happier with him ...i even did things i shouldn't have"

'yeah... things you shouldn't have...' looking at him watching his expression changed from pain to confusion

" do you have any idea how i felt as i saw her that day infront of me crying thinking that she was just hurt but learning that it was zicos fault the wall i build to push everything i felt for her crumbled in an instance everything returned how i was crazily in love with her since  high-school" he continued as he looked down his voice was shaking

"i...i hated myself if i was the one beside her i would have made her smile everyday treasured her...and made sure nothing would touch or even hurt her... i love her that much i want er all to myself"

'your selfish ukwon...' that's what i want dd to say but grimaced inside to that

"ukwon...  so that means you have a chance whats with all this? " i asked confused as crouched infront of him as he hid his face he was shaking and clearly he was crying, placing a hand on his head  and  caressing it gently him breaking down infront of me... it made me feel warm, knowing how he liked hiding his feelings but here he is pouring everything out to me... a delusional thing of me to assume but... its okay to be like this since this is where ill only be in anyways

"she loves him to much min" he mumbled as he looked at me, i resisted the urge to hugg him he looked so pitiful he was crying so much it was worst than that time that cat died, i mean who wouldn't i was like this when i lost the person i love so much

"you cant be sure ukwon ah she might lik-"

"she only sees him! the way she looks at him is different! she looks at me like how she looks at normal people with zico... its different her eyes only focus on him the way he talks about him may it be sad things or happy things her eyes glow... i want her to look at me like that, to only look at me!" he exclaimed crying more sighing i pulled him into a hug we both feel on the gravel floor but the way he placed his head on my shoulder letting everything go ans the way he wrapped his arms around me made me feel heavy...