endless summer (Om Hold)

18.

I opened the door where soenghwa and aria were headed to earlier.i looked around the room and only found aria lying on the bed unconscious.

Where was he?

I walked towards the bathroom but found it empty too.

Was he on the roof?

I walked towards the roof door as I opened it.
It was opened.
I walked by the stairs heading towards the main gate of the roof.

The gate was open and was swinging because of the wind.

I slowly walked in and there I saw him .

He was sitting by the wall with his face burried in his knees and I was able to hear his sniffles.

I don't know why but the scene broke my heart

It hurted me.

I walked over to him as I placed my hand on his shoulder.

He flinched at my touch and he finally raised his head and I swear my heart clenched in pain.

His handsome face was tear stained and his eyes were red.

Without thinking anything I pulled him into a hug as he hesitated.

Soon I felt him hugging me back as he finally broke down

Me
A girl who didn't knew how to comfort people who only yelled at people comforted three people today

It's because of him

He's changing me

He's making me feel alive and I don't feel lifeless anymore.

I kept on Patting his back and no one said anything and the only thing which we were able to hear was his sobs.

"I'm such a bad friend I couldn't save my friends, jongho,mingi , everyone is crying because of me , san thinks he's a monster because of me . " He said as he cried in my arms

"You know it's not your fault and I comforted san and he's fine you know jongho and mingi will not like you crying so now Stop crying hmm let's say good bye to mingi and jongho" I said as I patted his back

Soon he parted away as he looked at my now wet t-shirt

"I'm sorry" he said

I chuckled as I used my sleeves to wipe his cheeks as he looked at me while I did that

"It's rude to stare" I said as he looked away still looking stiff

I really feel bad for them

Especially san

He must be going through so much

But the way he behaved earlier was wierd

I'm just thinking too much.

Soenghwa stood up as he followed me down towards the garden

We looked at the two mud piles that were made by the boys as they stood beside it with their heads hung Low.

Suddenly we heard the thunders and within some seconds it started raining.

I looked above to the sky and the rain only increased as if they were mourning to their loss too.

The mud became wet and so did we

"How's aria " hongjoong spoke in a broke voice.

"Still unconscious" soenghwa replied

Then there was silence
Only the sound of rain pouring reached their ears and some sobs from the boys.

I remembered some of the moments I spend with them