𝗜 𝗛𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗝𝗲𝗼𝗻 -𝗝𝗶𝗸𝗼𝗼𝗸

✦ Do They Know? ✦

𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ♡

I was at the entry of the schools garden, which in fact isn't a garden, it was more like a park because of how big it was. I had been standing there for exactly five minutes, wondering how I had let Taehyung convince me to do this. I just couldn't believe I had told Jungkook to come and meet me here. The chances of everything going wrong was huge, but deep down I knew Jin was right, I couldn't continue with these doubts.

A part of me thought that I was going to look so dumb asking Jungkook if he cared about me, so much to the point of protecting me from expulsion or I could be more direct and ask the question I really wanted to ask, if he was in love with me as much as I was with him. The problem is that I was not listening to that part of me, I was listening to my impulsive and dumb side.

I gulped, still hesitating if I should do this or not.

When did I become so stupid and fearful?

I was really nervous, but I also felt that this was the best opportunity to sort things out with Jungkook. There was no reason to be so pessimistic, we just needed to talk directly with each other...

"I shouldn't like being with you so much, Jimin."

That sentence hadn't left my head yet. What if Tae was right, what if he felt the same for me? I didn't even exactly know what I felt, I just knew that whatever I felt for him was strong and he was always in my thoughts. But... if we were in love with each other, what would we do?

"Don't be a coward, Jimin..."I advised myself, pushing the gate and entering the garden. "Everything will be fine."

When I entered I closed the gate so no one would disturb. The garden was always one of the places that was unlocked, because I guess the principal thought that this was the last place where the students would want to be. The principal that thinks he perfectly understands the mentality of the young people, had no idea that at night this garden was busier than many nightclubs in the city. After all, which couple would not enjoy the privacy they had in this isolated place? This garden was practically S.B.S outdoor hotel...

It was still eleven in the morning right now. I looked around and I noticed the scenery was a little romantic, on the ground a large circle made of cobblestones was surrounded by plants and flowers of various kind and colors. The whole place was filled with flowers from the gate all the way to the little pond. A fountain was in the center and some benches and tables were spread around here. It was very beautiful, I couldn't deny it. But the truth is that I never quite understood the purpose of this place, not that it mattered. Jungkook must have been behind the wall of trees that was here. I just needed to walk to end these doubts that tormented me since our first night together.

Has he arrived yet?

I walked slowly along the trail. I didn't know if he was still here or had left, since it took me way too long to try to find something decent to wear...I was wearing a grey cropped cami top with little denim shorts, my black and white converse and a blue zip up hoodie to cover my stomach just in case someone dress coded me because of my crop top. Right now it was unzipped though to compliment my body more. Gosh...why was I worried about my clothes.

It was just a small meeting, there was no reason to be so nervous. I just needed to say everything that I was holding back and ask a simple question to prove to Taehyung that I was not a coward, even though I was since I was about to run out of here...

I kept walking to the tall trees on the edge of the trail, but unfortunately the trail was not very long and after a couple of minutes of walking I had reached my destination. I looked around and there were not many trees here, only flowers and grass near the small pond.