𝗜 𝗛𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗝𝗲𝗼𝗻 -𝗝𝗶𝗸𝗼𝗼𝗸

✦ Temptation ✦

𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ♡

The week had passed....... Slowly, but it passed.

I realized that my stay at S.B.S wasn't as bad as I expected.

Jin and Taehyung had got even closer to me, we got along well, it was as if we had known each other for years already. I saw them as the best friends I never had and they had gotten used to me here. Jin was with Namjoon a lot, and he spent a lot of his time with his books, Taehyung was the one who was with me the most. We got along very well and had a lot of fun together.

Well, that was the good part of being here, maybe it was the only good thing. I still had to put up with the other fake students and worst of all, I had to pretend to be ok, to not look weak... although I was very confused and couldn't even define what I was feeling. Jeon Jungkook didn't get out of my head for one second and he was driving me crazy, but I would never admit this out loud.

He was the reason of my problems and my sleepless nights? His conscience was probably
clear, because he acted like nothing had happened. Of course, because for him, nothing really happened. It didn't matter, because I was just one more to his list. Jungkook didn't even look at me after that disastrous morning. He was still surrounded by people and, of course, by his girlfriend.

That bitch that kept looking at me for no reason.

I couldn't help but get angry when I saw them together and I had to get away so I wouldn't explode. I had my reasons for this, the main one is because Jungkook had always made the effort on showing up with her right in front of me. In a school that was this size it was impossible for me to see them this many times, they were always laughing and giggling and he would always be kissing her. And it wasn't jealousy like Jin's sick self said, it was just anger. Anger that he was able to act like nothing happened while I felt so bad all the time. I was being so sensitive and stupid.

I felt dumb for feeling this way.

Like I said the scenes from that night were driving me crazy. I thought more about that when I should be focused on my plan. How would I be expelled now that I was trying to avoid him? I was lost and confused. I didn't want to get close to that Jeon, even if it was just to fight, not after everything that happened. Because I realized what he made me feel was dangerous... But what choice did I have? It was better for him to hate me even more than for me to be stuck here for months. I had to go on with the plan and make him feel like hell so I could get away from him and this school. I didn't have a second option. For the first time in my life, I didn't want to be a Park, because that way things would be easier.

But the funny thing is that, in a week stuck here, I got something taken away from me that I didn't even think was possible, making my life completely worse. My virginity.

And all thanks to Jeon Jungkook. I just wanted to get out of here and never see him again.

The nights in the library were just another great proof that everything was against my happiness,
because I had to see him in my classes, then we still had to be together as punishment. And it was always so quiet...We didn't even look at each other, he always stayed on the other side of the library, with that guitar. He didn't sing, he only played the guitar and sang. It was probably a new song since he would always stop and write stuff down on his notebook.

I hated the silence. And I especially hated him.

I still had no idea what plan to form against Jungkook. My mind didn't work these last few days and I knew exactly why, I just didn't want to admit it... I knew it was no big deal, but I
wanted to hurt him in some way, like he did to me. So before going to the library that Friday, I left pieces of his guitar in the room where we had been last time, it was still open. I destroyed it. It was his fault for not being careful with his things and leaving them anywhere. He would see his guitar when he would take another bitch to "talk" in that room, which would not take long since we are talking about Jeon Jungkook.