𝗜 𝗛𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗝𝗲𝗼𝗻 -𝗝𝗶𝗸𝗼𝗼𝗸

✦ It Wasn't Just A Guitar ✦

𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ♡

Even if it had felt like I had been stuck in S.B.S for years, it had only been a month since classes
had started. The days seemed to drag on slowly and I couldn't stand seeing the same people every day anymore, I especially couldn't stand fighting with the same person every day...

Since Jungkook and I argued in the cafeteria two weeks ago, things between the two of us had gotten worse. Even though that fight was stupid it was just the beginning of many others throughout the whole week. Things were very
tense between the two of us. But the good news is that with all these fights, I had gotten many warnings and I was getting closer and closer to expulsion and...the bad news is that I was no longer sure if being expelled was a good thing.

"You have been proving that you are dangerous, not only for yourself, but for all your other classmates. If you don't change your behavior I'll have to kick you out." These were the words that the stupid principal had used before kicking me out of his office after my last fight with Jungkook, a few hours ago.

It was Friday and earlier Jungkook and I had argued about some other nonsense in the middle of a volleyball game. We were on the bleachers waiting for our turn. In anger I ended up pushing him. He rolled down the steps till he stopped on the ground, where the other students helped him up. I didn't mean to hurt him...Well, at the time I did, but now...Now I was dying of worry. The worst thing is that I still didn't know if it was serious or not, since he spent the rest of the day in the infirmary and I had too much pride to go in there and ask if everything was okay with him. I felt like a complete idiot...I needed to put a stop to these fights, even if I had to put my pride aside and apologize.

"You know after what happened, if you breathe
near him you will be expelled, right?" Jin asked me, turning on the bedroom light and making me smash my face on my pillow. "So if you're planning anything else, give up...Mostly everyone is on his side and rightly so, but..." Jin kept talking, but I kept quiet and oblivious to what he said. Did he come back early from dinner or was it me who didn't notice the time passing? I had been laying in bed since classes were over. I was thinking about Jungkook and trying to accept the fact that I was really missing him, and his kisses, and his voice and...The possibility of never having him with me terrified me. Because, as much as he irritated me, he also made it up to me and proved to be the opposite of what I believed. "What is it, Jiminie?"

"I'm not feeling well, that's all..." I said quietly and Jin walked up to my bed after hearing my sad voice. He sat next to me. "I think I'm sick"

"Why don't you go talk to him?" He suggested.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes because of the strong light, hugging my knees.

"No Jin." I made a face with the thought of actually doing it. "There's nothing to say."

I wanted to go, but I was afraid of his reaction.

"Okay." He started caressing my hair and I laid my head on his shoulder, already with my eyes burning with tears. "I'm just worried, I don't want you to be expelled, Jiminie..."

"Yeah, I know, but..." I dried a tear that escaped from the corner of my eye and thanked that Jin was not able to see my face. "I'm not going to talk to him."

"You are in love with him, Jimin." He said and I let out a forced laugh, but he didn't stop and continued with a calm voice, which usually made me understand and accept things, because the way Jin spoke made it seem like it was right or some kind of official truth. "If you both don't stop fighting they will expel you."

Expel..... If it were some other time I would already be celebrating because the principal was
finally considering this possibility. I had finally achieved what I wanted from the beginning,
Jungkook hated me to the point of not wanting to see me anymore, because we were both further away than ever.