𝗜 𝗛𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗝𝗲𝗼𝗻 -𝗝𝗶𝗸𝗼𝗼𝗸

✦ Why him and not me? ✦

𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐊𝐎𝐎𝐊'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ♡

I looked for the twentieth time at my phone, it had not left my hand since I left school with my father. Taehyung should have already sent me a reassuring message hours ago, but nothing...No call, no message...nothing.

Nothing from Taehyung or from the reason of my concern.

"I can't talk to him Jungkook, I called the school and he went out with his father. It looks like they're going to travel for a while." Tae said the last time we talked, when it was getting dark out. "He doesn't answer the phone I gave him."

"Travel?"

"Yeah... Boring, right?" He said with a tone of sympathy. "Just now that you were getting along."

"Yeah." I agreed, but my thoughts were far away already.

"Why did he leave like this without warning anyone..."

"I don't know Taehyung, I really don't know." I took a deep breath, trying to relax and not take out my irritation on him, but I couldn't control my tone of voice. "It's Jimin, who understands him?! I should have known something like this would've happened... It seems that all he does is fuck with my head!"

"He likes you." Tae reminded me and I chuckled. "Oh stop Jungkook, you know I'm saying the truth, he's crazy about you."

"Yeah, I know, I mean, I think... But it seems like for him it is not a good enough reason for us to be together."

Why didn't Jimin just answer the damn phone and explain to me what was happening? Why did he have to be so complicated? I needed to know if his father had been suspicious of anything, if he would come back from this trip and...

And if we were together like I thought after everything that happened in the garden.

That trip...What did it mean?

"Jungkook?" Mingyu caught my attention again, sitting at the table where I was at. "What is it, huh?"

"You know how wrong this is Jungkook..." Jimin had said earlier, with his eyes down so I couldn't see how confused and scared he was "Both of us."

It was the last time we talked. Maybe he didn't want to talk to me. I wouldn't be surprised if it was that. Maybe he decided to travel to get away. He was afraid of our parents. And I couldn't judge him, after all, we were almost caught. I couldn't help but worry, because Jimin was very good at running away from what he felt, he did it and kept doing it since the first time we were together...

But I wasn't going to be a coward.

I wasn't going to lose him because of a rivalry between our families.

"Jungkook?" The idiot slapped me on the head to get my attention.

"It's nothing, man!" I answered with a moody face. "I'm just distracted."

I then took a long sip of the beer and looked around, trying to focus on someone else, but all these questions in my head haunted me.

This boy wanted to drive me crazy...

Mingyu pulled my arm suddenly, so that I would look at where he was looking. The idiot was drooling over the legs of a girl who was passing by us. She was drawing his attention because of that dresses size, it was more like a shirt. That was fine to me though so he would stop with all the questions.

The girl stopped for a second, realizing that we were staring at her. She then smiled at me, making Mingyu curse under his breath. She was beautiful.

She smiled even more then kept walking towards the counter.