𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚒 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 ˢᶜʳᵉᵃᵐ ᵖʳᵉᶠᵉⁿᶜᵉˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁱᵐᵃᵍⁱⁿᵉˢ

LIKE I NEVER..

LIKE I NEVER...
pairing : Kirby Reed X GN!Reader
song : Heartbroken by Jessie Murph, Diplo, and Polo G

Y/N POV

Used to pray for a rain just to stay inside
You wouldn't believe it
Every move that I made, I was terrified
After every road I took had a bitter end
I just couldn't see it
I convinced myself tryna trust again

i sat in the hospital waiting room, replaying what happened..

"Kirby!" i yelled watching Ethan stab Kirby, in the same place Charlie stabbed her back in 2011.

Would be like tryna make a river goin' upstream
Tryna make a mountain into a valley
That's what your love does to me
You make me feel

"Y/n?" a doctor asks, making me look up at him. "is Kirby gonna be okay?" i ask, and the doctor nods. i smiled and walk in by Kirby, seeing her watching TV. "i thought i lost you again." i say, making kirby look at me,

Like I never had my heart broken
Like I never saw a door closin'
Like I never watched love run away on fire
In the night like a pack of wild horses
Like I never felt the tears rolling
Like I never said here's hoping
I could find me someone who's good at being real
Who could make me feel wide open
Like I never had my heart
Broken, broke-broke-en
Bro-bro-broken-en-en ('cause, you make me, you make me)
Broken-en-en-en-en
Bro-bro-broken-en-en ('cause, you make me, you make me)

"you will never lose me." kirby says making me smile a bit, "i have something to tell you." i start, kirby sitting up, "i—" i was cut off by Sam walking in, "Hey sam." Kirby says, and Sam gives a soft smile. maybe i shouldn't tell her how i feel..

Feel like I never been too much to handle
Roll the dice, you know love is a gamble
Feel like I always had to pour, it's how life moves
Lost fire in yo' heart, I'm tryna re-light that candle
My Cinderella, no questionin', this shit forever
Pain in written letters, sheddin' tears while we sit together
Forget the pressure, know our love hard, I'm sick of lectures
Stuck in rain storms, I could get used to this different weather
Broken pieces, that was all I had
Girl, I promise, now you all I got

"Y/N you okay?" sam asks, "m'fine. i'm going to go check on chad and Mindy." i say before walking out the room, towards mindy's room.

Like I never had my heart broken
Like I never saw a door closin'
Like I never watched love run away on fire
In the night like a pack of wild horses
Like I never felt the tears rolling
Like I never said here's hoping
I could find me someone who's good at being real
Who could make me feel wide open
Like I never had my heart
Broken, broke-broke-broke
Bro-bro-broken ('cause, you make me, you make me)
Broken, broke-broke-en
Bro-bro-broken

i knock on the door, before walking in, "Y/n!" Mindy says clearly high, "Did you tell her?" Mindy asks, "no, i feel like i would ruin our friendship. i mean we've been friends since middle school." i say, mindy frowning slightly, "i understand, but what if she feels the same way?" mindy says. "maybe you're right." i said, mindy smiling, "i usually am." mindy said, making me laugh slightly.

Like I never had my heart broken (like I, like I never)
Like I never saw a door closin'
Like I never watched love run away on fire
In the night like a pack of wild horses
Like I never felt the tears rolling
Like I never said here's hoping
I could find me someone who's good at being real
Who could make me feel wide open
Like I never had my heart

WEEKS LATER..

i was sitting on the couch in my apartment, watching tv. Knocking on the door made me confused, as i got up. i opened the door seeing kirby. "Hey," i say softly,
"What did you want to tell me back at the hospital?" kirby asks. i take a deep breath, "since middle school, i had feelings for you. i ignored them since i didn't want to ruin our friendship." i start, Kirby looking at me, "And now here we are." i finished, kirby shocked. "You have feelings for...me..?" i nod, as kirby smiles, before kissing me. i didn't hesitate to kiss her back.

Broken, broke-broke-broke
Bro-bro-broken-en-en (never had-had my)
Broken-en-en-en-en
Bro-bro-broken-en-en-en-en