(Hey, I'm LilyAnne. I have purple hair. I also have beautiful blue eyes. My father makes my life a living hell. He abuses me verbally and physically. I am 5 '4' and I weigh 67 pounds. I think that I'm fat, so I starve myself. I also cut myself.)
"LilyAnne!" My dad yelled, after chugging down his 9th beer in an hour.
"What?!" I yell as I walk carefully down the stairs. I had to be careful because I still have cuts and bruises from earlier when he beat me.
"Where's your mother?!" He asked. He was obviously waisted because he knew that she died 3 months ago in a car accident.
"She's gone." I whispered loud enough for him to hear.
"No! She's NOT!" He yelled really loud. He slapped my hand which was placed on his shoulder. I was trying to calm him down like mom used to do by rubbing his shoulder.
"What the hell was the for?!" I asked as I quickly pulled my hand away. I walked up to my room very quickly hoping that this wouldn't be a do-over of yesterday.
*flashback*
"Don't walk away from me!" My father yelled to me as I stormed up to my room. He followed me and slammed my door open.
"What the fuck! Just because your mother's gone, you don't have to act like such a whore! Get your ass over here!" He yelled.
He walked over to me and took off his belt.
"No, p-please!" I yelled. Then, a sharp pain hit my side. Then another, then 5 more.
I sat there on my bed with bloody sheets and covered in blood. You would think that u would have passed out, but, no. My body is used to it.
*end of flashback*
Then, my dad opened the door, or should I say, slammed it! He came over to MW and pulled off his belt. Hr got me in the same places that he did last time. Only, these ones were deeper and bled more. After he left, I was yet again covered in blood.
Then I grabbed my phone and dialed my friend Jays number.
Jay - Hello?
Me - Hey, its LilyAnne
Jay - Hey, What do you need?
Me - C-can you come over?
Jay - Yeah, sure, what's wrong?
Me - I'll tell you when you get here. Bye
Jay - WAIT! How am I gonna get in?
Me - Just look for a window with black curtains and climb up the tree, I'll open the window.
Ending with that, I hung up.
5 minutes later
I ran over to the window after hearing a knock at the window. Once I opened it, Jay jumped in.
"Hey, what's u-" he was cut off by looking at the blood all over my room and the bruises on my face.
"Oh my..." He whispered. "What did he do?!" He whisper/yelled.
"He-he-" I was cut of by me running to the bathroom because of this sudden sickness that came over me.
Jay came over and patted my back when I winsed.
"What?" Then he lifted up my shirt and saw all of my bloody gashes.
"Oh my god Li!" (Yes, my nickname is Li, pronounced: Lee)
Then, came the waterworks. I turned around and cryed into Jays chest.
"Shhh, its OK..." Jay said as he kissed my head. Jay and I were like brother and sister, I loved him... In a brotherly way.
"T-thank you J-Jay..." I said. I picked up my head and tried to stand up. That was a bad idea because when I tried, I back down.
"Hey, very on the scale, you look kinda thin..." Jay said.
"Wait... N-no..!" I said. I didn't want to because if he saw how much I weighed, he would know I starved myself.
"Get on the fucking scale!" He said. After that I couldn't help but cry.
"Sorry, it's just that... I don't want you to be hurt..." He said very quiet so that I would stay calm.
"OK... I'll get on the scale..." I said. Jay had to help me though.
"LilyAnne... What happened?! You are 56 pounds!!!" He said. I could hear the tears coming. "OK, just... Help me clean up then leave..." I said with anger in my voice.
He cleaned my cuts and then left. I got myself to my bed and fake slept until I was sure he was gone.
As soon as he was, I got up and carefully walked to the bathroom.
"Why does my life suck?" I asked myself. "Why am I so fat?!" I asked myself.
Then I leaned over the toilet and made myself throw up. Then, I sat on the toilet and grabbed my razor.
I pulled up my sleeve and looked for an area on my cut FILLED arm. Since I couldn't find a place, I just went over the cuts.
I watched them bleed then washed them off. After a bit, I went and went to a deep sleep.
