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C H A P T E R E I G H T

*lukes pov*
it was friday night, i was getting ready for a party, i didn't want to go, but, calum really wants me to. so i suppose i will.

i decided on wearing pants that were slightly baggy on my legs, with a muted blue sweater. i styled my hair, putting slight mascara and blush on. i wore a little makeup, not anything really noticeable, but just made me look more alive, i put my normal black lip ring in, other than the stud i had been wearing.

i smoked a bowl out of my bong before i left, only to calm my nerves. i really don't like parties, but i'm going.

i went downstairs, saying bye to my mum, and i headed off, i could drive, not legally since i only had my drivers permit, but my mum trusted me.

when i arrived, i called calum while still in my car, after i hung up, within a minute he came out and came to the window, "can i come in?" he asked, i was caught off guard but let him. me and cal have been flirting basically everyday since detention. we texted all day, almost every single day, and it was amazing. he's so nice, and determined. he's a really good guy.

we sat in silence for a second, before he looked at me and spoke up.
"luke"
"yes cal?"
"how are you?"
i smiled at the question, "i'm okay, why ask?"
"you look scared."
"i'm okay cal, just not used to parties, but i'm glad i came."
"that's good." he stared at me for a second before he leaned in, he kissed me. i kissed back immediately. i mean since flirting we've texted, and hung out once, in which he held my hand while watching a movie, and hugged me before i had to leave, but kissing him was different. it was genuine.

when we pulled away, he asked if i wanted to go inside, in which i said yes, we walked inside, he pulled me to the drink table where i saw ashton and another guy, niall i think.

i grabbed a beer, as calum did too, we walked into the living room where there were people everyone, i recognized a few people from school since we shared classes, other than that, i could picture them at school but didn't know them.
we sat down on the couch which was mildly crowded, i sat in between the arm rest of the couch, and calum.
we talked for a while before we heard someone speak up quite loudly.
"anyone have pot?"
i knew i did. 3 joints in my pocket right now. i didn't mind sharing, but none of these people knew me, so i just decided to tell calum to speak up and give them it. i was too nervous. i of course smoked with them, as it was my pot.
after the two were finished, calum asked if i wanted to go upstairs. i said yes, not wanting to be alone, i didn't know what was upstairs, but i guess im finding out.

we went upstairs and down a long hallways, and on the left, second door to the end, there was an almost completely empty bedroom. one king bed, a small table with fake plants and a book, and a chair in the corner, definitely a spare room.

"why'd you wanna go here?" i asked.
"luke."
"what?"
"i really like you."
"oh. uhm."
"i get if you don't like me back, we haven't talked for that long." he put his face into his hands, glanced at me.

but that's the thing. i have liked him, for a long time. i always dragged myself to the footie games to see him play, and memorized his bell schedule so i could walk the same way and see him. not that he's ever gonna know that.

"no."
"you don't?" he asked, looking horrifed.
"no, i mean, i like you calum. so much. like this is so embarrassing but, i liked you freshman year, i thought you were soooo hot." i said dragging out the so.

"no shit." he laughed, rubbing his forehead, he looked at me, before kissing me again, this time it was deeper, and lasted three times as long as the last, as we were kissing, he laid me gently on my back, putting one hand beside me on the bed to hold himself up, the other on the back of my head, we stayed there for a while making out.