Born to die || Fred Weasley x y/n

Why is this happening?

When we came back I felt kind of empty. I missed Fred. It was the middle of the night and I couldn't sleep. I gave up so I found my wand and a book.

"Lumos" I said and my wand lit up a little. I used the light to read my book, but accidentally woke Luna up.

"Why are you up Y/N?" She asked

"I can't sleep. Too much on my mind"

"I understand. You have a lot on your mind"

"You should get back to sleep Luna. It's really late"

"Okay Y/N" she said and then went back to bed.

I woke up really tired the next day with only a few hours of sleep. I just put on my uniform and got ready.
(The rest of the school passed)

I went to the common room to read, but someone stopped me.

"Y/N are you okay?" Hermione asked me "you've been very different lately"

"Yeah I'm okay it's just I just have a lot on my mind"

"You sure? Do you want to talk about it?"

"No, no I'm okay" I said while walking away.

I should talk to someone about it and why it's like this for me, but I haven't even told Fred. Fire is like a big fear. I hated that I had a fear for such a little thing, but I had a traumatic past because of it.

For the past year I've kept everything to my self. I was still talking to everyone, but I stopped hanging around so much. One night I was walking past bed time just needing to relax my head. I looked up because I was hearing something from the sky and as I looked up I saw someone falling down. I was shocked I didn't do anything I just stood there. As the person fell to the ground I saw who it was. Dumbledore. I screams out of fear when McGonnagoll ran to me. I'm pretty sure everyone at school heard, I scream kind of loud. People saw what happened and everyone went quiet. Harry came after a while running up to him. Tears in my eyes I begged this not to be real. I saw McGonnagoll raise her wand up. I did it myself and soon everyone did too. Everyone had tears in their eyes even the Slytherins.

It was the last day of school and after Dumbledores death I started opening up again. I was finally myself. I was just happy it was summer I guess. I finally go to see Fred again and everything felt good again. As fast as the train stopped I ran out as fast as possible and when I saw Fred I ran as fast as possible to him hugging him tightly not wanting to let go.

"Your gonna have to let me go Y/N" Fred said while laughing

"I've missed you so much. You don't even know" I said with tears in my eyes.

"Ive missed you too Grumpy. Now my moms been waiting for you for the past week. She really likes you, you know, I think she likes you more than me" Fred said jokingly

"I bet she does"

(A few moments later)

Fred and I finally arrived at their house.

"Oh my gosh! It looks just the same! Even better!" I said while getting out of the car actually crying of happiness.

"Yeah it does, now come on mom want to see you"

(I'm sorry that this book isn't very interesting gosh I wish it was. It will get more interesting now I promise)