Sender Unknown | Jimin x reader | 18+

42. Singularity

Day 1

After stepping out from your apartment Jimin only managed to get to the stairs before falling apart. The pain inside his chest was to great, to consuming for him to bear. Fortunately his brothers, who were leaving from Iseul's place heard him and immediately ran over to assist him back home.

He felt numb, his will to continue as an artist was gone and no matter how hard he tried not to blame himself, his thoughts always came back to that conclusion.

"Jimin-ah, you have to eat something... hyung cooked up some food for you." Hoseok sits down at the end of his bed and pats his leg. "We know you're hurting, what can we do to help?"

He turns around to face the wall and mumbles. "Can you make the world forget me? undo that I was a part of BTS? if not, you can go." 

"Alright, I'll leave you alone. Let us know if you need anything." Hoseok stands up and walks out of their room with slumped shoulders.

The rest of Bangtan are waiting around the kitchen table with the hopes that their Hope would have been able to get him to eat. When they see the sadness in Hobi's eyes, they knew he failed.

"Nothing huh?" Jungkook's head falls down and he buries his hands in his face. "I can't stand this." 

The six men look at each other and sigh. Jin exhales "All we can do is wait."

Day 2

"Hyung! Did you hear anything from noona??" Taehyung shouts from across the living room. Namjoon looks up from his phone and nods towards his brother. "Mm, Y/N-ie hasn't left yet. She's there right now."

"That's good, it's good right?" Hobi searches for some kind of confirmation in his friends. "At least she's still here. How is she?" The leader scans his phone again. "Apparently about the same as him."

Suddenly the door to Jimin and Hoseok's shared bedroom swings open and he emerges looking like a lost soul. His eyes are hooded and puffy, skin paler than usual and his is hair greasy.

The members rise up slowly, almost worried that they will scare him to go back in. "Do you want food? I can make you something." Seokjin looks at his brother with sad eyes. "You have to eat something Jimin-ah."

He shakes his head without raising it. "I'm just gonna use the bathroom."

They sit there waiting. After 30 seconds he comes back out and heads straight back to the bedroom.  

Jungkook cries out. "I'm worried, he needs to eat, or at least drink! All that crying, he must be dehydrated by now!"

Day 3

Taehyung carefully walks up to the door and softly knocks at the wood before opening it. It's pitch black inside and only a sliver of light shines through the curtains to show parts of Jimin's back.

"H-Hyung?" He whispers, trying to figure out where to put the tray of food. "Tae?" The younger yelps at the raspy voice coming from the bed. "Jin-hyung made some kimchi fried rice." He places the tray on the bedside table and pulls up a chair to sit next to him. Taehyung reaches over and turns on the small light above the bed and gasps when he sees the current state of his best friend.

"I know I look like shit..." Jimin snarls and rubs his head. 

"A-ani! but hyung, please eat... Jungkookie and Hobi are so worried..." He finally sits up and tries to adjust his eyes to the light and sighs. "She... I lost them... do you know if-" Tae interrupts him and place the bowl of food in his hands. "Y/N-ie is still in Seoul, Namjoon-ah talks to noona everyday."