Sender Unknown | Jimin x reader | 18+

10. Make it right

"I have liked you for a long time Ms. Woo" The words keeps in ringing in my ears as I'm desperately trying to understand what the hell he is saying.

"Sorry what's that now?" I gulp and lean forward.

"I have feelings for you Y/N" He looks up, trying to read my face. "Not that it's an excuse for how I acted, please forgive me."

I don't think I have ever been this confused in my life...

"Jimin, I don't understand... what!?" I get up on my feet, leaving him still on his knees in front of the couch, where I previously sat.

I pace around the room "You have feelings for me? You?" My body seems to be out of order, rooms is spinning and the world I used to know have been turned upside down.

He stands up and walks towards me holding his hand out. "NO! get away from me!" I yell out and feel how my cheeks are burning. "Y/N I'm sorry, I never meant to.."

"Why the hell did you behave like that if you like me!? what kind off bullshit is that!?" 

I look at him in despair "Why Jimin!?"

"I thought you wanted me too but I guess I was wrong..."

"No" His head snaps up when the word slips out of my mouth, making his entire form freeze.

"I mean... I uhm... I work with you! I can't!" I keep shaking my head while rubbing my temples.

"I heard you, talking to Iseul... about me" He lies to you, because until he knows your intentions he can't bare to to face the possibility that you might only crave his body.

"Fuck..." I gasp out. This is a whole new level of embarrassment, he knows how much I want him...

"Listen Y/N, I never wanted to make you uncomfortable but I need you to know that I want you to, you don't have to be scared of me or hold back. In any way..."

He takes a few more steps towards my trembling body and I suddenly become awfully aware of the fact that my hair is a mess, I'm only wearing pyjama shorts, no bra and a tank top. To top it all off I'm standing in front of him, sporting a pair of Chimmy slippers. If there was a time of death it would right now.

Even though he needs you to like him the same way, his desire of feeling you is bigger, he just want to touch you, to at least kiss you once before you might turn him down.

"Jimin.. I..."

I get interrupted but his body crashing into mine, engulfing me in a tight hug.

Hi smells amazing, the musky cologne on his neck fills my senses and I melt in his embrace. I gently allow my arms to slowly wrap around his torso and I breathe him in.

"I should not have left the way I did" I speak out while spreading my palms against his shoulder blades.

"You did the right thing, I deserved it, I crossed the line. You have no idea of how sorry I am, you drive me insane." He nuzzles his nose in the crook of my neck and I feel his body starting to relax.

"This does not mean I forgive you Jimin, and I can't trust your intentions." 

He accepts this and lets his right hand travel to she small of your back.

I burn under his touch but I can feel him being scared of crossing lines. I release my hold around him and place my hands on his chest instead, allowing me to look him in the eye.

"I can't jeopardise my job, you get that right?" I tilt my head and search his face for answers.

"I know"