you and me to the end of time

Chapter 6: Let's get to planning

Hobi POV

The next day i already feel stressed about the meeting i have with her in 3 days. How am I supposed to do this? I didn't think this through at all. But I guess I can ask the others for some help. Getting out of my room, walking slowly so as to not strain my leg more, I make my way to the living room where most of the boys are gathered already. "Yoongi and Jimin are still sleeping?" I ask them. "Yeah, let's just let them sleep a bit more." Joon says as he looks up from his phone. Then he raises a brow. "You ok?" he then asks. getting the attention of Jin, Kook and Tae. "yeah uhm. I might need a little help with something actually." I say, scratching the back of my neck, trying not to seem too nervous. "I will not help you in the shower Hobah." Jin says all serious. "Yah!" Not that. jesus." I say with wide eyes, gaining a laugh from the two youngest. "Does it have anything to do with Maria?" Tae then asks, smirking a bit. making my cheeks turn red as a response. "uhh. it is." Jungkook says, giving Tae an elbow to the side playfully, both still laughing. these kids i swear they will be the death of me. "It is, yes. and I need some help. Yesterday we talked about meeting and talking. well i gave her my number and we will meet in 3 days already since she will be going home soon. So yeah I need help with setting up something nice for us to do. i don't know if she would consider it a date or something else, i just know i don't want to disappoint her.'' I say to them. "Ok well. that was not really what i thought but ok. Let's discuss this when the others are awake. then we can all chime in." Joon says. "sounds good. Well, I will go make some food. the rest of you, decide who to set up the table and who gets to wake up the others." Jin says.

After we ate and talked about my situation the others really got to teasing me for this. saying that i am infatuated by her or something. How could that be possible? just because I want this day to be perfect for her. making her remember it for days to come, maybe for the rest of her life. I want to see her beautiful smile, because of me, and how she will dress, and how we talk when we are all alone. shit ok, maybe they are onto something. It's been so long since I last felt love. it's like it just hit me with her. literally. What if she might have the same thoughts as me. What if I am just looking into this at the wrong angle and she actually doesn't like me this way, and would only see me as a friend. well i guess i shouldn't rush things anyway, we barely know each other, so that's a good starting point. Since she is in the army she might already know a lot of stuff about me, but I know nothing about her except her name, number and the fact that she seems to be a broken soul. just like me. i really just want to get to know her, and if this turns out to be just passing feelings, then maybe we will have made a great friendship we can build upon and have a friend for life. I really shouldn't stress about this more than necessary since it really could be nothing. Let's just see what happens. all i know is that the day has to be perfect, who knows when i get to even see her again after this, if ever. "Hyung?" Jimin asks me. "What?" I ask when I got taken out of my own thoughts. "where were you?" you look like Kookie when he zones out." he then says to me. "really? oh. it doesn't matter." I say as I shake my head. "Fine, ok lets get planning. Do you have anything in mind?" he then says as he places his chin in his hand and looks at me.

We sit for hours and plan everything to the last little detail, until I feel satisfied with it. we can figure out on the day if we both might feel it as a date or not.