Nothing Like Us (Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Saying Goodbye (Part 1.) ~ 29

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I walked down the beach at the edge. The wind made it a little chilly today so I dressed in a sweatshirt and some shorts. I know, why shorts if it's cold? I didn't want to wear pants.

I held my flip flops in my hand as I stopped through the thick sand. My hair laid against my back in a limp ponytail, held back with a head band.

Justin came up behind me a picked me up, swinging me around. I giggled as he put me down. I wrapped my arms around his back and he placed his on my waist.

"I don't want to move from this spot." I whispered, a frown spreading across my face. Justin tapped the end if my nose, making me smile a little. He could always lighten my mood.

"Don't be sad. We are going to have a lot of fun doing what we're gonna do." He told me, pressing his forehead to mine.

"Promise?" I asked him.

"Promise." He replied. I felt Justin press his sweet tasting lips against mine. He laced our fingers together and pulled me into a hug, forcing my head to his chest so I can hear his heart beat. It matched with mine perfectly. I let out of the warm hug and we started walking down the side of the beach together.

"I just want to stay here though. I wish we could freeze time and all I had to do was stay here with you." I told Justin. He kept hold of my fingers and put his arm around my shoulders. I smiled because it seemed like every time we touched I got fireworks in my belly.

"I know... I am gonna miss you so freakin much!" He said in a funny voice causing me to laugh. He pulled me tighter and closer to him.

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"Just do it!" He called from the bottom of the seven-foot cliff. I was standing on top of the hill with noting but a bikini top and board shorts on.

"No!" I laughed. Justin, Grace, and Ryan were at the bottom waiting for me.

"Face your fears!!" Justin said as sweetly as he could considering he was straining his voice.

"Ok.... Here I come!" I said as I stepped back, taking a running start. I jumped off the edge and held my nose and closed my eyes.

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My eyes shot open quickly. I was still standing in the same place I was with Justin. He was talking about something funny and I wasn't even paying attention. I stayed still until I could gain full consciousness.

"Right Brie? Brie?" Justin asked finally. He noticed the blank look on my face and pulled around to look him in the eye.

"What?" He asked me.

"I just remembered something. Did you ever take me cliff diving?" I asked bluntly.

"Yeah actually I did. You remember that?" He replied. I nodded my head.

"You taught me to face my fears." I felt tears try to form at my eyes but I fought them back, "What if I said.. One of my fears was.... Was losing you?" I asked, feeling the tears roll down my cheeks.

"Then i'd say you were completely insane. You won't lose me." He pulled into his chest and held me there.

We sat down in the sand, me between his legs with his arms around me.

"I think we will grow old together. We will get married, have kids. I love you more than you could ever imagine." Justin said as he rested his chin in the crook of my neck. I smiled and felt my heart melt.

"I hope that's the way it is." I replied.

There was a moment of peaceful silence before he spoke again.

"You know what's coming up?" Justin said with a creepy tone of voice.

"Yeah yeah..." I said jokingly annoyed.

"You're almost 19! It's a big deal." He smiled.

"It's not a big deal. You won't be here anyways." I sighed.

He was about to say something when his phone vibrated. He picked it out if his pocket and answered it.

"Hello??" He answered, "Yeah... Oh. Alright. I'll be there soon Kenny. Don't get your panties in a knot." He laughed a little. My heart dropped as it dawned on me what was going to happen. He got off the phone and shoved it back into his pocket.

"I guess it's time to go." He said and helped me up. My heart beat picked up as we walked closer to my house. Justin could probably tell I was panicking. He stopped before we got back to my house and took hold of my shoulders. He had tears pricking at his eyes also, just not as bad as me.

"It's ok." He said as he hugged me as tight as he could. I squeezed back.

"I just love you so freakin much." I sobbed into his shirt.

"I love you to." He replied. He let go of me and started walking towards my house.

"I'll see you at the airport tonight." He said as he wiped his cheek free from tears.

I waved goodbye. I wouldn't get to see him for the next 2 hours. I think I can live. Emphasize on Think.

A few minutes later I heard Justin start his car and leave. I slowly walked up to my room acting like a zombie. My mom patted me on the back an gave me a quick hug. She said she was here to talk to but I know she doesn't understand at all.

I shut my door behind me an went into my bathroom to get changed. I had to meet Justin at the airport in less than 2 hours. I got myself cleaned up a little bit and slumped to my bed. I saw a sweatshirt laying on my bed and I knew it wasn't mine. It was Justin's. I grabbed it and held it close to my face, taking in the strong smell he usually had on him.

Stupid Justin for making me cry once again. I feel like it's my fault that I have us both tore up so much.

"It really is my fault!" I told myself. If I had not chosen to go to college, I'd be leaving with him tonight.

I'm not gonna blame him for my tears. I slipped his sweatshirt on over top of my t-shirt and hugged myself.

I have something to do.

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