Life/Rants/Issues

How do I do it?

So, I have a bunch of crushes on boys. Why so many? Because I get scared that the one I like first might not like me back. Like listen to this. Me and one of my close friends were doing our mile run. She told me that this guy I liked didn't date black girls. I asked why. Her response: 'their loud and ghetto or whatever.' Usually me and this mystery guy, mess around with each other. ALOT. One day it got so intense, he fell on our teachers desk. Ya I pushed him, but he irked me. Anyway, I decide to confront 'mystery guy' and I was like, 'so, ____ I heard you don't date black girls.' His response: Just kept running and going away from me. Like ugh! Just on up to it! Anyway, I'm over that crush.

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This other dude. He use to call me Channel to get on my nerves. *Hint hint*: My nigga it's Chanel, NOT Channel. This shizz ain't t.v.! Anyway I started liking him for some reason unknown. I wanna ask him out but I'm scared. He might tell everybody, and reject me. Sure he's nice and whatever, but still..... He's kinda one of the populars, and probs doesn't even date black girls.......

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This guy I didn't even like...at first. I just told my friend that I liked him, to shut her up. However, I started liking him, cus I thought he was cute as hell! And he is! But honestly I don't think he dates black girls....so whatever

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'Mystery Mystery!' I honestly don't know his name. But he cute as hell, so I think imma ask him out. He don't go to my school I don't think, so why not?! Wish me luck if I do loves!

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I just think some boys are cute. Whatever...😒

-NellyNel14