A song triggered me and my thoughts spilled out
It's times like these
Where I think of the past
Once strangers then lovers
And who knows what the hell we are now
Someone please tell me because inside its killing me
You've been eating me alive since the day you walked away and gave up on us
And all I can think about is how this was supposed to be forever
You were my always and I used to be yours
Till I wasn't good enough for you anymore
All I wanted was to be enough and for you to stay
You loved me and broke me
I guess we weren't meant to be
And I'm so unsure of the future
And scared of heart ache
And it doesn't help that you pop into my mind and taunt me with the lies you spoke and pain my mind with memories of us wherever I seem to walk
Please come and fix me
Or someone please come and erase every fucking thought of you so I can breathe again
Because I'm choking on my own words and listening to depressing music
I wasn't always like this but you made me like this
You ruined me for someone else
Because of you I can't believe in love anymore and I can't love someone truly because I'm scared they'll leave like you did and forget about me and move on with their lives like I was nothing
Because I am nothing
And if I am nothing in this empty space
Someone please tell me where I belong
Because nothing feels right here
Not anymore
All because of you
Do you see what you did or do you not even care anymore?
YOU ARE READING
Poetry//Savi
PuisiPoetry written by me I look at this as my way out, along with music.
