Poetry//Savi

June 16th, 2015

This is for the girl who came after my ex lover, who left & came back around five times? Good fucking riddance now, because I don't need you anymore.

I'm so tired of you and your silly games
Make up your mind
Right now there's nothing but time
Tell me what you really want
It doesn't seem I'm good enough
Anymore, no I never really was

I told you there'd be someone better
Better than me
What will it take to make you see
That you really don't need me?
But you're so fucking stubborn
And you pry and tell me you love me
Well you once said the same damn thing and it was a lie, so how am I supposed to believe you this time?

The truth is
I'll never love you
Like I once did
Like you want me to
So move on now
To someone better
Who can give you what you really want
Because I'm not getting any better

It's been three months since it ended
And she's still on my mind
I know you said you'd be there
But I'll be just fine if you go now

They always do anyways because I'm
Too much to handle
Too much to care for
Too much to be loved for an eternity

If I wasn't good enough for her
Who will settle for me?
When all I have to offer
Is sadness and lost thoughts and a
Hope for the future
The one of her and I
Once upon lovers
Now seemingly strangers

I wonder if she'll remember me
When were older
Then maybe we can start again

But that's not the point now
The point is you're still here
Begging for me to love you
And holding on to me still
Just go now
And leave me be
Leave me with my thoughts
And a dream that will never be
Just go and leave me here
You did it once and didn't care
Who's to say this is different anyways?