CHAPTER 2

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Looking at us you will think that we've got it all together but looks can

be deceiving, some days I feel on cloud 9 like the luckiest girl in the

world to have this god love me, but some days are better left unlived .

We were at the party and I tried to look my best as always expected.

Kyle as usual was indeed a sight, in all his grace and he knew this, I

guess that is what gives him all the confidence and ego on this planet.

All I wanted was for the night to come to an end, to go back to the

Comfort of my couch, I guess my bed doesn't just do it for me anymore.

"Lola would you please smile at least" said Kyle snapping me out of my

thoughts. I immediately put on the best I could manage at the moment.

The evening passed by with different respectable people coming our

way to exchange pleasantries with us. Kyle gave his speech, being the

owner of Lagoon company, he had to. The rest of the night was really a

blur to me because I wasn't so interested in the event...I mean don't get

me wrong, of course I was happy for my husband but I wasn't in the

right frame of mind for this party. I had always been a reserved person.

I'm not an introvert but I certainly am not an extrovert either. I loved

going out with Caleb my best f friend but it was mainly for him not

really me but it's Caleb, I always have fun when we're together, I had

fun on all the occasions.

The night was finally over and Kyle and I headed home. I got inside the

house ready to go freshen up and change into something comfortable

when I heard Kyle call behind me "Hey, what was that at the party?" I was

confused "what was what?" I replied. "I don't want to repeat myself

Lola" he had this low, calm tone that made me just quiver with fear

"Kyle... I don't understand" and that did it. I received a slap across the

face that sent me crashing straight onto the floor. For a moment I was

Surrounded by darkness, painful darkness. "Was your plan to embarrass

me in front of all my colleagues, staff and employees?" He spat "what is

this crap you are always trying to pull off? sad woman?" he said. I couldn't cry, I wouldn't cry, he can't see me cry

this time. "I'm talking to you Lola, answer me!" He shouted. "What is it?

What exactly do you want me to say? Whatever I say would make no

meaning to you so why bother" I said angrily before I realized. He

looked at me and for a split second I thought I saw surprise in his eyes.

No way in hell could he have imagined I would react that way. I had

always been too scared to really talk back at him, he was a monster in

this times. I received a blow to my side and I screamed as I clutched it

in agony. "Lola you know how I hate noise" he warned, I immediately

tried to stop but they still came out, this time as muffled sobs. "This

should be a warning to you, the next time you push me...I won't be so

lenient". I lay there sobbing and wishing I never entered this death

trap called a marriage. I was lost, I was really lost. The experience is no

where near ending.

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