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8 A.M alarm goes off, you weren't actually entirely sure to why you decide getting up at 8 is a necessary thing. But alright today felt weird, to day as you awoke you expected to be in your room, not your room in your childhood home or your room in the home you shared with Misha not even some room in hydra or wherever else but instead the one your currently staying in not a cage or a cell or the bedroom you had before the war, but you expect to wake up here. And now you were sat up in bed thinking about that with the sound of an alarm still ringing next to you, you expected to wake up here, when you opened your eyes it didnt surprise you, this was all actually happening, there was no going back, how long will this be your life for? is there any reason for you to actually be here?

"Are you gonna turn that stupid alarm off or not?"

You looked up to the doorway to find the door being held open by Bucky stood in just a pair of flannel pyjama trousers with a very tired look on his face

"Yeah sorry"

For a moment after you turned the alarm off there was silence as you and Bucky stared at each other, you looked at him from your position in your bed, waiting to see if he had something else to add, whilst he just stood there looking quite tired and as if he also wasn't entirely sure if he had something else to add himself, then his mouth opened slightly to speak but then closed again his eyebrows meeting for a moment as if he was mildly confused before he then just walked away

'Suppose that was it then'

It wasn't too long after that when you had changed and headed towards the communal kitchen where Buck was leaning against one of the counters holding a mug and looking less tired as well as was now being dressed for the day as he spoke to someone across the kitchen. At the other end of the kitchen the red head was sat whilst sitting at the kitchen island and sipping coffee

Once Natasha noticed you stood in the she immediately looked up from her coffee and gave you a kind smile causing Bucky to notice your presence as-well

"Morning y/n"

You gave a small smile back to her as you stepped into the kitchen, Bucky the handed you a mug of tea which had become a slight habit each morning now, then Natasha suddenly stood up

"Right tell me Y/n"
Natasha pulled a bowl out of the cabinet
"Has Barns introduced you to lucky charms yet?"
She then raised an eyebrow at you

It was nice, talking to Natasha over breakfast it was as odd yet strangely comfortable, Bucky was sat silently reading through a file as you and Natasha spoke

"So... your telling me I could've been watching my history catch ups on 'Netflix'?"

"Yeah"
Nat smiled as she sipped at her coffee

"Which is a movie and show library on a television?"

"Yeah basically"

"... but why is it called Netflix?"

"Oh that's because.... Actually I have no idea"

"Bit of a random name isn't it"

There was a small amused huff coming from where Bucky sat

"He has a point Nat"

It wasn't too long before Bucky left the room and it was just you and Nat, it fell into silence for a moment and then she looked up at you slowly

"So.... Barns is it?"

You gave her a confused look

"what do you mean?"

"He your favourite?"
Natasha spoke with a smirk still evident on her face as you were some what clueless to what she actually meant

"I'm not following"

"Yeah I noticed...

She leant forward slightly

"I mean like do you like him or are you just stuck with him?"

"Well that's awfully forward"
You responded yet there was a kind of amused look on your face as she leant back again and seemed quite relaxed

"He's a lot to handle for some he's not exactly... that social"

"I have noticed"

"But he seems like he cares about you"

"No no, I'm just a job"

"...you sure?, starting to look like friends"

"No... I don't do friends"

"Oh so you don't want to be friends?"
Natasha responded with a hint of playfulness in her voice

Choosing not to respond you simply gave her a look that meant you know what I mean, then suddenly someone else walked in seen you and stopped in his tracks, Nat looked up before she spoke

"Morning Tony, thought you would've stayed with pepper this morning"

"Well if I had a choice yes but I had a meeting... so Y/n..... your here"

There was a almost sort of sarcasm in his voice as he said your name

"Yeah... I'm here"

"How you finding it"
There was something else in his voice, you were fully aware that he could be difficult from time to time but what was his plan now

"Im getting used to it"
You responded in a flat tone not wanting to give away any emotion

"Really"
Tony walked over to the coffee machine and grabbed a cup before he continued

"Missing anything?... anyone?"

"Tony!"
Natasha suddenly interrupted in a stern voice

"What I was only asking"

"Asking what?"
Buckys voice suddenly added as both him and Steve entered from the doorway

"Nothing I was just getting to know our new friend here"
Tony said with a voice laced with sarcasm

"Tony there's no need for that"
Steve suddenly stated in defence

"Am I not allowed to ask him questions?"
Tony was now facing Steve

"Not if your going to ask like that"
Steve responded immediately

"Boys can we just get on for two minutes"
Natasha added which was clearly ignored by Tony

"That's a great idea Nat, what do you think Tony?"
Steve's voice was commanding as if he only wanted one answer from Tony

"I think I what to know what our little hydra friend is hiding"

"He's not hiding anything Tony"
Bucky added all of a sudden

"And how would you know that Barnes?"

"Because he's not, your forgetting he's not hydra and anything he did know would be out dated by now anyway"

Bucky shot back immediately the situation was now getting tense and so far you hadn't said anything, that needed to change

"You do not trust me, I never asked you too, you do not want me to be here, I never asked to be here, let me tell you something you can trust Stark... if I had the option to be here or go home for even a second and then die I'd spend my last second stepping through my front door and I'd die as content as I could be"

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