shubhish together forever

ignorance and almost confession

Next morning shubman woke up with some dizziness as he had not slept peacefully since he was driving continuesly for 9 hours to search for his ishu .No one but only shubman knows how this time was for him and what he felt when see his best friend ,his love in that state and emotions he felt that when he finally see ishan he was not angry on ishan but was with himself he was continuesly blaming himself for ishu condition so he gently separate ishu from him and left to order some food for ishu .Ishan who was sleeping suddenly woke up with burning headache and sore throat, he looked around and found himself in his hotel room and the last thing he remembered was shubman carrying him so he again starting recalling suddenly door bell rang he ran towards the door as he was anticipating his shubhi but to his disappointment it was the room service who brought lemon juice and food for him .Ishu who head was strongly aching quickly asked him to keep it on the table and looked around for shubhi but no sign .Now ishan was worried he was recalling the past night events suddenly his phone pinged and he saw a text from shubman which says don't stress yourself just drink that lemon juice and have your breakfast don't look for me .
Now ishu was getting restless as shubman has clearly warned him not to look for him so as instructed by shubman he drink that juice and have his meal and decided to wait for shubman in his room only.With shubman who was practicing in nets more like beating himself as the punishment for hurting his ishu . Ishu who was waiting for shubman in his room was getting worried so he decided to search for shubhman but instead of roaming here and there he directly went towards practice nets and what he saw made him his knees go weak as
His clothes were torn ,knees hurting and knuckles bleeding it was looking at he was crying also now ishu couldn't handle it more he just directly went towards shubhi and hugged him tight at first shubman was shocked to see him there bit composed himself and pushed ishu away from himself and started going towards nets again. Ishan who was shocked by sudden push was about to fall but balanced himself and again went towards shubhi and again hugged him this time shubman did not push him away but was not hugging him also ishu who realized that shubman was not hugging him back so he again pushed himself closer to shubman but shubman moved away from ishu and was going towards net again but ishan stopped him and asked him what happened now shubman has lost his temper and shouted at ishu you are asking what happened don't you remember what happened so listen mr ishan kishan by hearing from shubman mouth was heart shattering for ishu he was about to shout back at his shubhi for calling him ishan kishan but hold back seeing his angry mode
and keeping looking towards shubman as this was the first time he has seen his shubhi this angry.Seeing ishan looking back at him shubman started again Yes mr ishan kishan it was who what happened what was need to go back without seeing me by listining this ishan remembers all the happenings and started crying but his tears this time did not stop shubman from being angry so he again asked now you remember to which ishu just nod his head in yes by this action of ishu shubman punched the near by wall so hard which has had made his hand bleed by seeing ishan shouted shubhi but shubman shouted stay there don't come closer and says now you are shouting by seeing blood now you understand mr ishan kishan what was my state when i was searching for you like maniac but you don't take care about my emotions, my feelings you saw me hugging sara but instead of confronting me you ran God knows where and I was roaming around here and there driving for 9 hours breathless but you don't care why would you care shubman voice was heavy due to excessive blood loss by listining hearing his heavy breathing ishan slowly went towards shubhi but shubman pushed him and again shouted don't come near me and hold ishan by his collar and again shouted why ishu tell me why do you even realize what would have happened if I had not found you just tell me ishu what was the need to drink .tell me now shubman left ishu collar and started crying just asking why ishu why?
Now ishan come closer just hugged his shubhi and started saying sorry shubhi I am sorry I was foolish I just saw you hugging sara and that was it now shubman who was in ishan arms started to calm down and said please ishu if you have any problem with me action,my behavior just tell me but don't run away please ishu you will never run like that again. Ishu says promise I will talk to you about each and everything listining this shubman was quite emotional and hugged ishan more tight and said promise me so ishan yes promise now shubman was calm but ishu was effected as he remembered him saying I love you shubhi but shubman has not forgotten tha part but not bought it deliberately as don't want to embarrassed ishu so when the returned home shubman was about to go back but ishu has other plan he just asked shubman to stay as he can't drive with his injured hand so shubhi had to stay back with ishan but what surprised was that ishu has already slept when he laid beside ishu seems like ishu has sensed him as he has pushed himself near to shubman and keep his head on shubhi chest and whispered I love you shubhi now shubman was sure that ishu confession was not a drunkard one
So he slowly replied I love you to ishu can't wait to say it in your face saying this he wrapped his arms around him and kissed his forehead but ishu pushed himself more closer to shubman and kissed his chest which made shubman heart melt