December 22
3:15 AM
Dear future self,
A razor kissed me today, after a while though. The kiss wasn't soft but it was relieving. It drew beautiful red lines on my pale skin. It was perfectly in contrast. It didn't look bad after all, at least I didn't think it did. I think the razor wasn't satisfied with the first kiss so it kissed me again and again till it was satisfied. I guess it missed me.
I swear it was the razor, it wasn't me. I will ask the razor to stay away the next time. I don't know. It was the only one who came to my help, Maria. I was confused, I was upset. My life is a mess. I can't think clear. Everybody's leaving me. Nobody understands. Nobody ever will.
Reality #13: You might be the main character in your life, but you are just a supporting actor in the lives of others.
And trust me they have plenty of people in these roles. You're just a come and go person, like everyone else. So are they in your life. Only a few, very few and fine people would stay. So face it honey, nobody is here to stay. I know, the truth hurts. But you have to deal with it.
"Just close your eyes,
The sun is going down.
You'll be alright,
No one can hurt you now.
Come morning light,
You and I'll be ....
Safe
And
Sound."
Love,
Maria
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A/N: Credits to Tiara_Das for helping me write this chapter. You go gurl!!! <3 <3
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The way I feel.......(#Wattys 2015)
Randomin which a sixteen year old girl keeps a track of the realities she has to face but never gives up on the positive side of this world. Being in this world is a blessing as well as a curse. Cover made by: @MadelynMeisjesnaam @All rights reserved@
