BACK HOME (G&B)

CAP 3

[I don't know when you are going to read this, but I'm sure it would be when I'm no longer here, I know this town holds a lot of sad memories for you, but I also know that this house is full of beautiful memories from your parents, from your beloved friend and from your dear old granny.

So, I had a selfish request for you.

I love this house because it holds the love I felt for my family and the love my family always gave me, that's why I want to ask you not to get rid of it. At least not for some time, what I want is, if you find a place you can call your own home then you can forget this house, but at least until then, please hold this old house as your home, with the love of all the people who still lives close to your heart.

I have a lot of things I didn't tell you and in my old mind I thought it was the correct way, but I want to say. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for taking you away from my side, from your home, and maybe from your destiny, I just wanted to protect you, and I still want to, but if you're reading this, it means that live have his own way, be strong, be wise and remember you're not alone.

I want your happiness my sweet baby and remember you had just three days to cry for this old body, because I'll always be with you.

With love, granny]

The tears flow endlessly from his puffy eyes, when he get to his old room, the last thing he thought he was going to find was a letter from his granny, he lay down in his old bed and cuddle hugging his granny's blanket that still smells like her...

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The sound of the door woke him up, he open his tired eyes slowly and look around a bit disoriented, but the hits on the door repeat again, he groan tired and got up walking down the stairs to open the door, there stood Godt wearing jeans and a dark blue lumberjack shirt and white undershirt, Bas stood there looking at the tall handsome and muscular man standing at his door.

"You were crying" before any of them could think, Godt's hand was on Bas' face caressing his cheek and his red eyes, Bas look up surprised, for once, Godt was standing close to him and second, his hand wasn't soft as he thought it would be, it was rough, big, and calloused.

Their heigh difference make Bas look up and his red lips part a bit distracting Godt from his puffy eyes.

"Ah...it was a bit hard las night" he look down, bashfully.

Godt shake his head moving his hand away; he rub his neck nervous and take a step back.

"Yes, how stupid, it was obvious..."

Bas smile softly and walk to the kitchen "do you want some coffee?"

"Thanks, so, are you ready to go to the airport? I can give you a lift if you want."

"Oh no..." Bas blush, he didn't want to tell Godt he just slept in his day clothes and woke up just like this "... I don't... I think I'm going to stay for a bit."

"Really?" Godt look up surprised, Bas nod his head, he didn't want to talk about his granny's letter, but he thought a lot about it last night and, deep inside him, he know this was his home.

They take the coffee and sit at the kitchen table.

"oh! Did you need me? Or why did you come so early?"

Godt choke a bit with his coffee, he couldn't tell he came hopping to find him before he left for the airport so that's why he came so early " I... to give back this" he take out a keyset and put it on top of the table, Bas just look at it curiously