A month passed and I hadn't heard from Nick at all, Jake said he needed space, but I couldn't even sleep without Nick, I had the same nightmare every night or something similar to do with a car crash, I was exhausted, but I managed to fake it with my friends at school, Devin and I are kinda a thing but not really, he kinda just hugs me and cuddles up to me all the time, I don't initiate anything, and he doesn't kiss my lips anymore just my cheek. It was Saturday and Jodie was working, I was laying on my bed blasting music in my ear with my arms over my head, someone touched my leg making jump up and my ear buds fall out, I see Jake, "what do you want?" I ask, "Jodie said she's gonna be working late and sent me money to get pizza, any preferences?" He asked "no not hungry" I said, "Lilly you haven't eaten in like a week" he said, "I ate a granola bar this morning I'm fine" I said, "is this really cause Nick won't talk to you?" He asked, "I'm not that dumb, I love him but I wouldn't starve myself over a guy" I scoff, "so you admit you are starving yourself" Jake says, "no I'm fine Jake, I'm just not that hungry lately, ok?" I said and put my earbuds back in my ear and laid on my bed. I hadn't realized I fell asleep until Paige and Fredrick came and woke me up, I groan, "girl it's a 4pm on a Saturday, get your ass up and get dressed we're going to a party" Paige said, "no, I'm trying to sleep" I said and put a pillow over my face, suddenly Devin walks in wearing a button up collar shirt and black jeans, he gives me a smile, I send him a fake smile, I see Paige rummaging through all my clothes, "Paige come on! I don't wanna go" I whined, "too bad, we're not stupid Lilly we see that your depressed, so we're here to get you out of it" Paige said, and shoved clothes in my hands, "seriously?" I pout, "let's go, go get dressed" she shooed me, I groan and walk into my parents room getting dressed
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I come out and put on my white vans, Paige insisted on curling my hair, so she did that while I did my makeup, "girls take forever" Fredrick complained, "that's the only way you can look as hot as us" Paige smirked, "Lilly! Pizzas here!" Jake called out, I sigh, "oh I want pizza!" Paige exclaimed and ran down the stairs Fredrick followed her, "I sighed looking at myself in the mirror, that's when I notice Devin staring at me, "what?" I ask, "nothing, I just wanted to look at you" he smiled, I smile back, "Lilly! Devin! Come on we're leaving!" Paige called out, we walk downstairs and get into Devins car, we get to the party and as usually we all go straight for the alcohol, and got drunk within 2 hours of being there. I was so drunk dancing with Paige around others that I didn't care when Devin put his hands on my hips and started dancing with me, he turned me around and I wrapped my arms around him, "I wanna kiss you again" he said, I suddenly felt the urge to puke, I covered my mouth and ran to the bathroom which was thankfully free, I started throwing up in the toilet, "you ok?" Devin asked holding my hair for me, I nod and wipe my mouth, I sit down and lean on the bathtub, "your good?" He asked slurred, I nod, he leans towards me and forcefully presses his lips on mine, "Stop-" I tried to say but he started to touch me and forcefully kiss me again, I tried to push him off, suddenly he was pulled off of me and someone was on top of him punching him, Nick, I get up quickly stumbling, "Nick stop!" I called out, he got up grabbing my wrist and pulling me towards the front door, "Nick! Stop I can't walk properly!" I slurred and whined, he stopped throwing me over his shoulder and walking over to Jakes car, with no Jake in it, he put me down and opened the door waiting for me to get in it, he looked pissed, I got in it and put my seat belt on, he slammed it shut and got into the drivers seat, "Nick-" "just be quiet" he said and sped off. We got back to the house and went inside, Jake and Kayla were sitting on the couch, they stood up, "hey guys!" I said happily drunk, Nick threw me over his shoulder again making me yelp, and walked up the stairs, he brought me into the bathroom and put me down, he kicked off his shoes and turned the shower on, "What are you doing-" he grabbed my and pushed me under the cold shower against the wall, him in it too, he turned the water warm, "what the hell Nick?!" I yelled at him, "I'm washing that disgusting rat off of you" he said, I was at a loss for words, we stared at each other for a minute, until he let out a groan and smashed his lips on mine, I wrap my arms around his neck and he picks me up pushing me against the wall.
