I wake up with a pounding headache, I turn and see Nicks back to me, I didn't know how to feel or what to say, I sighed and turned my back to him closing my eyes trying to fall back to sleep, suddenly I hear Nick yawn and the bed shift, "you awake?" He asked, I nod, "do you remember last night?" He asked, I nod again, "can you please turn around so I can talk to you" he said, I slowly turn around, and I couldn't bare to look at him, but he places his fingers on my chin and lifts my head, our eyes meet, "I missed you" he whispered, tears formed in my eyes, "don't cry please" he said and climbed on top of me to hug me, I wrap my arms around his head as he laid on my chest, "I shouldn't have left, I'm sorry, your brother told me you wake up in the middle of the night screaming every night" he said, I pull myself to sitting up position making him sit up too, "why did you come back Nick" I ask, "because your brother told me you were having a hard time and I care about you" he said, "I'm fine" I said gripping the sheets, "don't lie to me" he said coming closer, "you almost just got raped by your supposed boyfriend, your not sleeping not eating, your not fine" he said, I get out of bed slipping on a house coat, "I don't want you to come back to help me, Nick the reason you should have come back is cause you still wanna be with me" I said, he went silent, "I don't need to be fixed, I'm grieving, I'm fine, just go back if this is what you came back for" I said and walked out and into the bathroom, I turn on the shower and get in. I walk back to my room wrapped in a towel, my bed sheets and comforter were changed and the bed was made, I walk over to my dresser and pull out some clothes
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I walk out of my room and go downstairs to see Nick cooking breakfast, "hey sissy, did you sleep well" Jake said walking past me with a smirk and I slapped his chest making him laugh, Nick looks up at me but looks back at the food, I roll my eyes and sit on the couch turning on the PlayStation, I open call of duty and start playing online, the doorbell rang, Jake got up to open it, I look over and see it was Devin, he looked guilty and upset, I jump off the couch and run to the door as Nick and Jake were trying to get him to leave, I push them both inside the house and step out closing the door, "I'm sorry there just being a little over the top" I chuckle, "Lilly, I'm so sorry about last night, I dont remember anything, Fred told me that Nick had to pull me off of you, I promise I would never actually do anything to hurt you-" "Devin calm down, I know, we were all drunk, I don't hate you, I don't blame you either, I haven't exactly been telling you I don't want anything with you" I said, "so you do want something with me?" he asked, "Devin, I know you know about me and Nick" I said, he looks down sadly, "yeah, but I don't care, I still really really like you" he said taking a step towards me, I sent him a smile, "I like you too, but things are extremely complicated for me right now, I don't think nows a good time" I said, he nods, "well I'm here if you need me or want me" he said making me laugh and than walked away, I walk back inside to both boys glaring at me, "what?" I ask rolling me eyes, "you like that disgusting rat?" Nick said, I roll my eyes and walk back to the couch, "I'm talking to you" Nick said grabbing my wrist, I pull it away immediately, "back off Nick! Im in a bad place right now, I don't need you making it worst!" I yelled at him and stormed upstairs.
