Hidden demon

Room decoration shopping

Me and Robin woke up to the excitement of our new parents, who was getting clothes out for us. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to start getting ready. Robin was talking with our parents which weird to think since it wasn't that long ago since our biological parents died. Amy explained to me and Robin that the funeral won't be right away since our parents have to get an autopsy to see what might have killed them.

It won't be easy because these were the people that brought us into the world. Now they won't get to see their grandchildren if we decide to be parents, I know I wanted to be. They won't see our exicited faces when we get accepted into university, they won't see us graduate or pass our driving license. They won't be the one to help us move out and get our own place, they won't get to meet our partners and completely embarrass us in front of them. Now this will be our new parents.

They know nothing about us and it won't be the same but we will all get through this hopefully and our parents will be just as good as our biological parents. I can't imagine how Robin is taking this because he was the one to find them dead, I just hope something is found quick because they deserve justice. I want this sick and twisted person to be put behind bars where they belong so they don't hurt anyone else. It could have been anyone but they killed our family.

That was their biggest mistake because if the police were to give up on the investigation I know I certainly won't. Then I would not rest until the murderer is found, they deserve much more than to rot in a cell but I guess it is enough. They can learn what it is like to never see your family again. It is still weird that Robin wasn't hurt and I can't stop thinking about the incident with the hamster no matter how many times I tell myself to and I honestly feel like it is weird though.

There was nothing that could have caused the hamster to die like that. I didn't realise that I got lost in my thoughts until someone knocked on the door and I hurried up to open the door to Robin. He smiled at me before going into the bathroom himself to finish getting ready. He seemed more ok than I was, but I wasn't a mind reader so it is hard to tell. I went to the bed and started getting dressed. Our parents had walked out probably to get ready themselves, I wondered what they talked about with Robin.

I know that Robin mentioned his DID to our parents so they are aware of it. Lily had a lot of patients like that so knows what to do and what is needed for Robin. When I finished getting ready, I started putting on some light makeup and Robin came out in the bathroom in that time. He was completely ready so he went to the bed and got a book which he started reading. He was reading it a lot, I saw him reading it before he went to sleep, it was probably a really good book.

"What is the book about, you seem to read it a lot," I pointed out to Robin who looked up at my question.

"It is about mental health, I feel like I relate to it and the writing style in it is very interesting, I want to finish reading it," he told me to which I nodded.

I guess it made sense he related to it since he struggled with his mental health. I was happy that he found something that helps him. I finished my makeup, it wasn't very noticeable and it was just a basic look but it was all I needed right now since we were just going shopping to get things to decorate our room. We discussed last night what style we would like and we decided to have an lgbt theme. We are both part of it since I am gay, my brother is Bi and Trans male. Obviously using he/him pronouns.

It was easier for him to be open about his gender after the bullying stopped. His name suited him also and he did seem happier. It's a shame he got hated for it in the first place but I made sure to make him feel validated and Midnight did too when they met him which was nice. They treated him like a brother which was nice to see.

We just had to get the wallpaper and new bedsheets for us that fit with our room. When I was ready, we walked out of the room to go downstairs. I could smell pancakes. It was my favourite smell in the morning but it brought tears to my eyes because that is what I smelt every morning at my old home. My parents made them every day for us, occasionaly we had cereal or toast so we weren't having the same thing every day. I wasn't sure why our new parents were making them, did they know or was it a coincidence. Robin noticed my confusion as we were making our way to the dining room.