Hidden demon

Back to school

(Lily: Mum) (Amy: Mom)

We were going back to school now which I was excited about because I got to see Midnight again. I had honestly missed them for a while and I had to ask them something obviously, I just hoped they would say yes. Before we had to go, Mom was helping me come up with a speech to say. Also a good place to ask her out. The school didn't give much options but she gave me some money to go to a restaurant so I could ask them out there. I was excited for tonight and that I would also get some alone time with Midnight as well.

We spent together every day. I never met their mum but they met my parents and were sad to hear they passed away. They were so close with them so it was hard to find out. We also hung out after I had a long shift at work. I wasn't at work at the moment since they let me take some time off. I still go pay and was allowed a month break but I could come back in whenever I was ready. They know some people like to work to sort through their mental issues. I am one of those people but I will probably take another week break before going back in.

Anyway back to Midnight they were also pretty sad about my parents death but we had each other and weren't alone with it. I was excited to see them at school today. I had missed them so much. It had been a week since I saw them. A week wasn't that long but it was strange not seeing them every day. It made it more obvious that my parents were gone. Since it was so long since we saw each other then we will probably have a sleep over tonight. There were times we didn't see each other for a few days so we spent the night together to catch up on everything.

I was pretty quick getting ready for school out of excitement. School was meh but the thought of seeing Midnight made me happy. Our Mum dropped us off at school when we were ready and I didn't see Midnight right away but thought they were in class already. When I did see them they stood up suddenly and ran up to me to hug me. It was the best hug ever and it made me so happy to be in their arms again. I was happy to be held by them and I saw them blushing but was unsure if I was seeing things. Why would they be blushing? It was probably just because they were warm. It would never be because of me.

"It has been so long since I have seen you," they told me and I knew what they meant.

It did feel like it had been longer than just a week. We were so close and I suddenly felt bad for not being honest but how could they handle all this. It wouldn't be fair to get them involved and I didn't want to put them at risk. I couldn't handle it if I lost them or if they were hurt because I didn't stay quiet about my parents murder. I nearly cried at seeing them but I managed to keep them back. I wished for their comfort because they always help me feel better no matter how bad and I know I do the same for them.

When we parted they gave me a kiss on the cheek which gave me butterflies. We both went to our seats and class started. I noticed that when Midnight was done with the tasks every time they just stared at me making go red. The class felt so long but I didn't mind because it meant more time with Midnight and I maybe stared at them once or twice when they weren't looking. The rest of our classes pretty much went the same way and we arranged at lunch that they come over to my house.

The rest of the day went by pretty fast. I was excited for Midnight coming over. They mentioned to me that their mother was in hospital due to being attacked when doing an interogation. The case was of two dead parents. I realised that was our case but didn't say because that would give away everything and I wouldn't be able to lie. I felt bad for keeping it secret but I felt it would be better to hide it. As soon as I got home I made sure to get a shower. I also did skin care and some light makeup.

When I got into my room I put something on that is ok. I had to get my parents opinion though and they thought that it was adorable. I blushed in embarrassment. I pleaded with them to not embarrass me in front of Midnight. Understanding my worry and not taking it to heart they promised not to. Robin was reading again just as Midnight came over. They looked so amazing and I couldn't help but blush. My parents said we can hang out in our room.

They said that dinner will be ready in a bit. We went upstairs holding hands. Midnight greeted Robin. He replied before getting back to their book. He was a bit distant today. When we were walking home I mentioned to him that the police officer was Midnight's mother and he went quiet. I didn't understand why but I just tried to brush it off like it was nothing. We weren't sure what to do but we just started talking about random things. I really wanted to just ask them out.

It wasn't romantic enough here and I imagined somewhere better. There wasn't really any romantic enough places here though so I guess it didn't matter where I asked them but I still wanted it to be more decent than my bedroom. I apparently wasn't subtle enough though because I could tell they were suspicious with how I was acting. It is hard to hide most things from them. My feelings were the hardest to hide.

"Are you ok?" they seemed worried.

"Yeah I just been wanting to ask you something," I admitted knowing I wouldn't be able to lie right now.

I could ask something else but this is could be the right time. I would never ask and this would be the perfect time to tell them how I feel. I mean the worst thing that happens is that they stop being my friend and block me from absolutely everything but we have known each other so long so I doubt that would happen. I just had to be positive and ask. As soon as I did it would be over with and then I can see if they want more with me or don't want anything to do with me after.

"You can ask," they prompted having a sweet and encouraging smile on their face.

"I wonder if you want to be my partner?" I couldn't stop myself from asking.