Just the beginning ( august alsina story )

Tears

Christina P.O.V
I watched Chris throw the ring on the floor. As soon as the ring touched the ground I fell to the floor and cried, I can't believe this is happening. The man I truly love is really done with me.

My mom ran to me and held me saying, "everything is gonna be okay." She pulled me up and walked with me to the couch. I sat down and cried, "IM LOSING EVERYONE MOM!!"

My mom sighed, "everyone just heated right now, and I don't blame them. You been gone for damn near 4 months, that's 4 months out of C.J's life, did you even think about him?"

I wiped my eyes, "of course ma I thought about him everyday. I just needed a break from all this." She looked at me like I was crazy, "well a break to me is like a week because your a mother and still a wife."

I sighed and looked at my finger, "not anymore, Chris practically threw the ring to the ground, I'm lucky he ain't step on it."

She sighed, "Christina he's just angry, trust me he needs you. He still loves you, just give it some time."

I sighed and rubbed my forehead, "your right."

She got up and sat on the edge of the couch,
"I'm angry but glad your back safely."

I smiled, "thanks mom." She kissed my forehead, " I love you." I hugged her, "I love you too." She got up and smiled, "yeah I know, now go up there and get some rest I want to hear all about your vacation later."

I got up and hugged her again, that's the one person I ain't lose yet.

INDIA P.O.V
Seeing my sister today really broke me into a million pieces. She missed 4 months of my nephew is life. How does she think C.J feel ? He wakes up every morning knowing his mom isn't here. And now she wants to show up, this is crazy.

I washed the girls up and put their pajamas on and let them watch TV in the living room. After, I put C.J in the bath and just talked to him. He played with the bubbles, "mommy is home."

I faked a smile, "yes your mommy is home." He smiled, "mommy pick me up?" I started to cry, I know how much C.J misses his mom. "Yes C.J mommy pick you up." He looked up, "LeLe and LeyLey too?"

I smiled, "no they stay home with their mommy." He laughed, "mommy and daddy kiss kiss?" I start to laugh, this boy loves asking questions. "I don't know C.J we got to see."

I picked him up and dried him off, then I put his pajamas on and let him sit with the girls. My phone started to ring and of course it was Christina.

India- What ?

Christina- Indi just listen to me.

India- I'm listening.

Christina- I'm sorry I left you with C.J for so long I really am. I didn't mean to miss 4 months of his life. You know how much I love him. I was just tired of Chris and I arguing and all this drama. I needed a break.

India- Well why didn't you tell me ? I would've understood. All you had to do was call me everyday so I know your okay. You lied to August and you had me cry for 3 whole weeks. On top of that every night and every morning C.J would ask if your picking him up. What was I supposed to say ? Everyday I told him yes and everyday you never showed up. It wasn't fair to him Christina, you hurt him. And you hurt me.

Christina- I know India and I want to apologize. I was wrong for doing what I did I should've told you.

India- Yeah. Anyways come tomorrow to pick up C.J and his clothes. I'll call you later.

Christina- Love you.

I hung up the phone and started tearing. But I had to get over it and stay strong. One day we will get back to where we used to be. But right now, I'll keep my distance.