India POV
"Pizzas here!!!" The twins ran downstairs quick, "oooh pizza!" I chuckled, "wash your hands please." They huffed, "okay." Quincy came downstairs, "what you get on it?""Pepperoni and cheese." He nodded, "that's why you my boo." I saw headlights flash through the kitchen, "we was expecting someone?" I shook my head, "I dont think so." My phone dinged, I picked it up and August texted me,
August- Need ya help, meet me outside. Don't tell the twins i'm here.
I immediately got worried, "i'll be back. If the twins ask, I went to the store. Tell you everything later." Quincy nodded, "ight."
I went upstairs, threw on my red nike sweatsuit and slides and ran down the steps, rushing out the door. I walked to August car fast and hopped in the passenger seat. He immediately drove off.
I looked at him confused, "okay so, what you need help with?" He sat there silently, I huffed, "August. Hello! I'm talking to you." He still didn't answer me, it was a silent drive. I looked at my phone wondering if Quincy told the kids I went to the store. I sighed and looked back at August, he was zoned out.
20 minutes later he pulled up in front of our old house, the house we had together. "I thought you sold this." He sighed, "nah I didn't. I couldn't."
I sighed, "so, what we doing here?" August sighed, "I had nowhere else to go and talk to you at, so I came here." He got out the car, I sat there hesitating, "ugh whatever." I got out the car and we walked up to the door, August unlocked it.
I was so close to tears, there were so many memories in this house. The furniture and everything was still the same. I started tearing up, August chuckled, "you good?" I nodded, "mhm." He sighed, "no your not." I immediately broke down, "august. Why would you bring me here? We have so many memories here..."
He sighed, "i'm sorry. I just.. I had nowhere else for us to go." I went into the kitchen and grabbed a paper towel and wiped my face. "I just cant believe you kept this place." He nodded, "well.. it is ours. This is where we started our relationship." I nodded.
August sat in the chair, "well.. I came here to talk to you.. I need your help with something." I nodded, "okay what's wrong?" He smiled, "wait before I start venting and shit to you. Come upstairs I want you to see something." I sighed, "I don't want to cry again." He chuckled, "I don't think you should cry. Let's go." He grabbed my hand and led me upstairs.
We stopped at the twins old room, it had A'leeyah's name on it, he opened it, "oh my gosh August!!!" He redid the whole room, it was red and A'leeyah's name was across the wall. She had a new bed, a flat screen tv on the wall, her closet had so many clothes and shoes in it. Her pictures were all over the wall, everything looked so amazing! I smiled, "she will love this August, thanks!" He nodded, "we not done yet."
We went across to the other room and it had A'leyah's name on it, he opened it up. "August!" The room was pink and it was similar to A'leeyah's room, except everything was put on a different side. "They're really gonna love it August." He smiled, "wait.. not done yet." I laughed, "oh gosh. I'm nervous for whats next."
We walked down to the next room and it had Anthony's name on it, I stood there confused, he opened it up, "oooh! I like this!" It was blue and it had Anthony's name across the wall. He had a flat screen tv on the wall, he had a basketball hoop on the back of the door, and his bed was a race car. "He would love this." August chuckled, "I know he would, he's been dying for a bed like this. Autumn didn't want him to have it though." I sighed.
August pulled me into another room, I immediately stopped, it was our old room. I was so afraid to walk in. It had August and I is picture on it. I sighed, he took my hand and opened the door. My breath was immediately taken, it was so gorgeous in here. The flat screen tv was on the wall, the bed set was so beautiful. It had me and August picture on it. Our pictures was everywhere. My walk in closet had new clothes and shoes.
"August this is beautiful." He chuckled, "I love this room, it's my favorite." I smiled, "why are you doing all this?" He shrugged his shoulders, "just in case." I sighed, "I ain't even gonna comment on that." I was about to walk out the room, when August grabbed my hand and turned me around. He kissed me.
I didn't even pull back, I missed this, us, me and august. Our little family, I missed it all. I finally pulled back, "August we can't do this. We have Quincy and Autumn. No, no, no. We cannot do this." August sighed and sat on the bed, "well since you brought that up, let me finally vent to you." I sighed and took my shoes off and laid across the bed, "alright start talking."
"I'm ready to leave Autumn. But I don't know what to say. Earlier I was talking to Marcus and I had told him I didn't love Autumn, I never loved Autumn." My eyes widened, "what?! What do you mean you never loved her August?" He shrugged, "I dont know. I just never loved her India. I got her pregnant by accident, not on purpose."
I shook my head, "keep going." He sighed, "okay well when I told Marcus that, I guess Anthony heard me, because a couple hours later I was in the room with Autumn and he walked in, he wasn't talking to me and out of nowhere he started crying and told Autumn he loved her." I sighed, "poor Anthony, August get it together. Your hurting him."
August sighed, "then when I was about to leave, I went into his room and asked him why was he mad at me, and he didn't want to tell me he just asked me if I loved his mom. I told him we would talk about it when I get back. But what the fuck am I gonna tell a 3 year old?"
I sighed, "before you tell him anything. Talk to autumn. Tell her how you feel, tell her the truth August. It's been 4 years, almost 5. You mean to tell me throughout those 4 years you never developed some type of feelings or love for her." August shook his head, "nope. I thought about you the whole 4, almost 5 years." I chuckled, "of course. I ain't hard to forget." He laughed, "don't get cocky boo."
I laughed and slapped his arm, "well you need to tell her." August sighed, "not right now. I'll tell her when I go home." I nodded my head, "and then just talk to Anthony. Tell him the truth, tell him you and his mommy just aren't you know.. working out. I doubt he would understand but.. he's gonna need and explanation on why his mommy and daddy didn't work out and his daddy just left. Don't be a statistic."
August sighed, "i'm not though. I'll still be there for him physically and financially." I nodded, "yeah I know you will."
August POV
India so understandable, I regret doing everything I did to her, "India, you know how sorry I am right?" She nodded, "yeah you already told me." I sighed, "so why don't you forgive me?" She chuckled, "I did forgive you."I sighed, "nah if you forgive me you would've been took me back." She shook her head, "uh.. no. I was not gonna take you back, cause when I did the first time, you cheated again and this time she got pregnant." India sighed, "you niggas just don't understand when a nigga has a baby on us girls that shit is really ode that's a different type of hurt, August. I was hurt, to the core, the fucking core. I couldn't take you back after that. I'm sorry." I sighed and rubbed my forehead, "I'm sorry," I mumbled. India sighed, "yeah I know. You said that already."
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