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Insecurity

⚠️TW: Body dysmorphia⚠️
Nick's pov:
I am currently on my way to Charlie's house, I had rugby practice so I couldn't come over till after that, so I pulled out my phone and text Charlie

Nick❤️ Char I'm almost here
Char💙 Wait when were you coming over?
Nick❤️ Umm we talked about it in form this morning
Char💙 Yeah sorry I forgot
Nick❤️ Hey it's okay and you're not aloud to say the s- word
Nick❤️ I'll be over soon
Char💙 Okay
I arrived at Charlie's house 10 minutes later, I had to text char so I could get in because the door was locked.
Nick❤️ Char I'm here
Char💙 Okay I'm coming
Charlie opened the door and my arms instantly wrapped around Charlie and I kissed him. "Hi" I said and Charlie mumbled a "hi" back.
"Are you okay char?" I asked as I creased his cheek.
"Yeah, I'm fine Nick" Charlie said and hid his head in my chest.
"You look like you have been crying" I say concerned that something bad happened to Charlie.
"Have you?" I asked him.
"N-No" Charlie lied.
"Charlie tell me the truth" I looked at him and tears started welling up in his eyes.
"I haven't I p-promise" Charlie said as tears started spilling down his face.
"Hey it's okay char" I said and caressed his cheek.
"Do you want to go to your room?" I asked him.
"Uhh s-sure" he said and broke away from the bug and I walked behind him up the stairs and to his room.
"Uhh I'm so sorry for the mess" Charlie apologised. When we got into his room there was clothes all over the floor and other this things were all over the place.
"Hey it's okay, now tell me what is going on and don't say you weren't crying before I got here because I know you were" as soon as I said that Charlie broken down crying again.
"Hey it's okay sweetheart come here" I say and wrap my arms around him and hug him while he cries into my chest.
"You're okay baby, can you tell me what is wrong ?" I comforted him and then he finally looked up from my chest and looked up at me.
"I-I look like shit, I feel like shit and I am just a shit person in general"he cried and hid in to my chest again and sobbed, my shirt starting to feel damper as he cried.
"No char, that is not true at all," I claimed.
"It is true, I'm ugly and I'm fat and I am a horrible person all the time" Charlie argued as angry tears streamed down his face.
"Where is this all coming from? Charlie have you looked at yourself in the mirror lately?" I asked as Charlie put his head in his hands and I stood there with a puzzled expression on my face.
"Yes I have Nick, and I'm really ugly" Charlie growled.
"Woah baby that isn't true at all,come over here" I guided Charlie over to his mirror, we stood there for a while.
"Now look at your self in the mirror, what do you see? I asked.
"Just how ugly I am" he hissed.
"Wrong answer try again" I argued.
"It is true though" Charlie protested.
"Nope, it is" I ranted. I got up from Charlie's bed and I waked up behind him and hugged him from behind.
"When I look at you in the mirror I see the most beautiful, amazing, handsome, loving, caring boyfriend in the whole entire world" I expressed as I looked at my beautiful boyfriend.
"No that's not me that's you" Charlie sniffled.
"No Charlie, look at me now" I requested and he turned around and faced me.
"You are literally the most sweetest, kindest, amazing, loving boyfriend in the whole entire universe and I love everything single thing about you" I gushed as I told him.
"That is not true," Charlie mumbled to me and hid in my neck.
"Charlie, I'm not lying, I would never lie about my amazing boyfriend" I implied in a tone that hopefully make Charlie believe me because right now he doesn't believe anything that I say and I wish he would just believe me.
"Yes you are" muttered Charlie softly enough that I could hear it but if he said it any softer and it would have been practically inaudible.
"No I am not Char, You are the most beautiful, gorgeous, handsome, cute, loving,caring,sweetest,kindest, amazing boyfriend in the whole world and I love everything single thing about you from your amazing personality to your cute looks and I love you" I promised as I wrapped my arms around Charlie tight and picked him up.
"I love you too Nick" Charlie blushed as I picked him up and he wrapped his legs around my waist and he smiled at me.
"I love you so much, Charlie" I cooed and smiled as his dimples appeared and then we kissed and we both smiled into the kiss making it feel so magical...