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Eating issues-part 1

⚠️TW:struggling with eating,yelling⚠️
Nick's pov:
Charlie and I are currently in the school cafeteria eating lunch well I am and Charlie is just starting at his food. The school cafeteria is quite loud so I think he must be overwhelmed by all the kids and the kid noises of kids and teachers.
"Char" I say a few times and I eventually get his attention.
"Yes Nick?" Charlie mumbled.
"Are you okay?" I asked him.
"Yeah why Nick? Charlie quizzed.
"You haven't touched your lunch" I worried, since he hadn't touched his food since break started.
"I'm just not really hungry" Charlie admitted.
"Hey if something is going on you can tell me" I explained to Charlie.
"Nick honestly everything is fine, just leave me alone" Charlie hissed.
"My love, what's going on?" I asked him but he didn't say anything.
"Just leave me alone!!!" Charlie stormed , and he got up and walked away with his bag.
"Char...lie" I whined, I know I should call tori to see if she knows what is up with Charlie but he probably doesn't want to talk to me after today. I took out my phone and looked for Tori's number, I know tori will probably blame me for everything but I just want to know if anything is going on at home.
N: Hello, Tori
T: Hi Nick, what's up. You sound stressed?
N: It's Charlie
T: What?
N: We were having lunch and then he got angry at me and told me to leave him alone and then he walked off.
T: shit, shit, shit. Um if you can find him tell him to call me if u can't just come round after school and we'll chat with him.
N: I'm going to give him some space so I'll come round after school.
T:Okay bye Nick.
N: Bye tori.
I hang up the phone and then I give up on finishing my lunch because the bell rings signalling that it is time for last period, which for me is English A level. I hate the class so much I don't even know why I picked it, anyways I got up and grabbed my bag and walked to my English class I sat down in my seat thinking about I did to upset Charlie so much. I must have been out because obviously I didn't hear my annoying English teacher Ms. Smith talking to me about something until she yelled at me to wait outside the classroom, immediately got up and went outside and waited out their for this stupid teacher to give me a lecture again.
"Nick, I called on you 4 times and you continue to not answer me" snapped Ms. Smith.
"Well I am sorry I didn't answer, I didn't know you were calling on me" I huffed.
"Well Nick if this behaviour continues I will be sending you to detention or isolation, so pay attention in this class and stop zoning out"
"Well I can't control when I zone out it's my anxiety that causes it you can as my mum for all I care Ms, it is on my school record that I am prone to zoning out when I am stressed about something" I argued.
"Get back into class now and pay attention or it will be isolation" scowled Ms Smith.
"Fine, but don't be surprised if I zone out again" I shot. I walked back into class everyone was making a mess of the classroom and I just wanted to go home since today was the only day I did not have to do rugby but now I need to go see Charlie and apologise to him straight after school.
SKIP TO AFTER SCHOOL
I finally finished school and now I am waiting for my mum to pick me up so I can go home and then walk to Charlie's. The drive from school to home is about 20 minutes, my favourite thing about my mum picking me up from school is that I always get to see Nellie because she brings her every we go pretty much and also I just love Nellie so much she is my best friend since childhood and she loves Charlie too which is even better because every time we go on a date I always bring Nellie and it's just the best and always makes Charlie smile and I love his dimples so much they are just so adorable like him. I arrive home and let Nellie inside and then I put my stuff in my room and get changed into some comfy clothes and I take an extra hoodie with me and slip on my vans and then yell to my mum that I'm heading out and so I do. Walking to Charlie's house it's only 10 mins but it feels longer today. I finally arrive at the Spring house and I am currently standing at the front door and all I can feel is the nerves that are going haywire inside my body and my palms are all sweaty and I'm to scared to knock on the front door, I usually never am but today I am.
Nick🐾Hey Tori I'm here
Tori🖤 okay I'll be done in a minute
I was standing there and then the opened door and standing was a tori with a sad expression on her face and I just kind of put my head down as I walk in side and followed tori into the kitchen.
"Just stay here nick, and I will go find Charlie" Tori told me. I stood there in the kitchen with my hands shaking and sweating, nerves and anxiety running all through out my body and now I'm faced with him. Charlie, he has just walked into the kitchen and is staring angrily at me. His boyfriend? Am I still his boyfriend? Dose he still want to be with me? Dose he really hate me? Did I screw up and now he doesn't want to be my boyfriend anymore? These questions kept running throughout my mind as Charlie came over to me...