Accidentally In Love

ten

After the long and depressing moment with Matthew, him, Nash and Cameron decided to take me to a party that O2L was having. I walked inside the large house as I felt the ground beneath me shake due to the blasting music. I jumped as I felt Jacob place his hands too low on my waist for my liking. "Nash, why are you holding me like that?" I asked a little scared. "I don't want these guys here thinking that they could just fuck you without any problem." he said with anger taking over his voice. "I'll just kick their balls." I mumble under my breath, but he obviously heard.

I walked over to the liquor in the kitchen and sat on the counter. I was peacefully watching Jacob fill a shot glass with -I think- vodka. "Here, I'm supposed to take care of you tonight and I'm pretty sure that Cameron's already hitting it off." he laughed while pointing to the drunk Cameron that has girls dancing all over him. I started laughing, but then stopped when I saw him place the shot glass in my hand. Without hesitating, I downed it all at once, then heard some people around me clapping.

After many more drinks, I was completely drunk. "Nash!" I yelled, but had no meaning to because he was sitting right next to me. "Yes, Maxie?" He asked, chuckling a bit. I laid my head on his lap and sighed. "I wants a pussy." I stated and started crying.

"A what?!"

"you know...a kitty!"

"Oh...soon, I promise I'll get you one."

"Yay! Nash I love you so mu-"

I quickly covered my mouth after I said those last 5 words. A smile crept onto his face. "I love you too." It was awkward for a while "We should take you home." He said as I straddled his lap. He holds me up by my thighs and starts walking towards Cameron and Matt. "Cam, it's time to go." I hear him say. "Wait." I look back and see Cameron grab at least 4 bags of chips and attempts to hide them under his shirt. "Cammy, you look pregnant!" I laughed which made Matthew and Cameron laugh. We got in the car and started to drive to the apartment complex.

I hold onto the handle of the door, about to open it, but Matt beat me to it. "Thank you." I say politely as I stumble on the floor; trying to regain balance since I'm still a little sober. Nash picked me up bridal style.

"Cameron, you still have the bags in your shirt?" Matthew asks and laughs. I smiled to myself. Cameron opened the door to my room and let us walk in first. I was placed on my bed and felt Nash kiss my forehead. "Baby, can you sleep with me?" I asked. "Of course." he laid next to me and pulled me closer to him. "Did you really mean it?" I asked.

"Mean what?"

"That you love me."

"Of course, and I always will. I love you."

"I love you."

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I woke up to find myself still in Nash's arms. "Good morning beautiful." he mumbled in his raspy morning voice. God, that's so sexy. "Thanks, that was my reaction when I first saw you." he chuckled to himself as I started to blush. "I love how I have that effect on you."

"What do you mean?"

"When we first met, you were hard to get. Now, you're always happy and outgoing."

"That doesn't have anything to do with you."

"Is that why you changed your attitude the day right after I asked you out?"

"Shut it Grier."

"That'll soon be your name."

I started to blush as I hid my head in his chest.

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"Thank you guys so much. I love you all." I said and started to tear up. "Aw, don't cry." Matthew said and brushed his fingers over my hair. I got many beautiful gifts from everyone:

Sam: a mixtape of all of my favorite songs
Mahogany: new pair of vans and converse
Cameron: jewelry
Nash: clothes
Carter: more clothes
Taylor: all these different gift cards
Jack & Jack: new vans and a Nirvana hoodie
Aaron: merchandise
Shawn: perfume and lotion from Bath & Body Works
Jacob: all of my favorite movies

Matthew hasn't given me anything, but I could honestly care less. I walk into my room and see Matt sitting on my bed with a little box in his hands. As I smile in awe, he pulls me towards him and hands me the pink box with a blue 'M' on it. I open it to see a Pandora necklace. *in the media box*. I take it out with a smile on my face and look at Matt. "You didn't have to ge-" I start but he cuts me off. "No, I wanted to. Open it." he commands. I open the small locket to see a picture of my dad and I playing baseball.

"Matthew." I say in almost a whisper. He put his arms around my waist and held onto me closely. "Look at the back." he whispers to me. I turn it around to find words craved into it.
'Joseph Adams
10-4-2005'

I looked at him with my eyes filled with happiness. I grabbed his face and just kissed him. I didn't know what happened to me. I didn't understand why I'm cheating on Nash like this. I was beyond happy and thankful of him. He was surprised at first, but then started to kiss back. He placed his large hands on my hips and pulled me closer to his body. As I pulled back from the kiss, Matthew asked me, "Did you feel that too?" referring to the sparks that bombed throughout my stomach. I nod.

"Yes is did." I say softly.

"Let's get some rest babygirl."

"Okay, but where's Shawn?"

"He fell asleep."

"Oh, goodnight" I yawned.

"Goodnight, I love you."

I stood quiet for a while "I love you."

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What's up you sexy chickens?

Lol. I have no idea what's happening to me. It's 2 in the morning and I'm pretty sure that I'll get in trouble from my mom any second now.

Anyways...how's your day been?

Also, did you guys expect Matthew and Mack to have their first kiss together so soon? Of course I did.

Qotu (question of the update): what is your favorite topping on your pizza?

Bye, I love you guys!