His house hadn't changed, not completely anyways it still had that fairy tale look I always loved but there was something more. It made my hair stand up as soon as I stepped through the door, a feeling that said "you don't belong here anymore, leave! Get out!"
Christian came up behind me and lowered his lip to my ear. His cool breath travelled through the hollow of ear, filling me with excitement. "This place had never been the same since you left" he turned me around to face him, it is a nice feeling knowing you belong to someone, having them there to hold you when you need a shoulder to cry on or need a punching bag to release your anger. "You mean a lot to me and this time I will make sure that nothing will ever hurt you again"
I stared into his eyes, but I just couldn't get lost in them like I had in the library. I needed to tell him, I know that I said I would not ruin this day but I am too scared to even think of what may happen if I stay with him even longer.
"Christian,there has been something I've been meaning to tell you." I began to fiddle with the button on his shirt. I am so stupid and pathetic, not only do I look childish but I sound like a baby. Women up Sarah this is not preschool where you tell your crush you stole his toy car, this is reality.
He looked down at me questioning every move that I made. "The day you...we... um... went on that date during spring...and you were talking to me about mythical creature..." I can't finish that sentence, he is going to hate me for even mentioning last spring, Anyways, it is none of my concern to why my boy friend has the ability to run as fast as the speed of light or why he barely eats when I am around or the man is fucking rich with no fucking parents at the age 17!
What the Fuck am I thinking of course it is my buisness, if he loves as much as he says he does than it shouldn't be problem for him to explain why he is so completely out of the ordinary. Even though he is fucking sexy the girls at school still think he is a creep.
"Look Sarah, I know what you are thinking" No he does not "But you need to try and understand. That I love you."
"Christian that is the problem, I know you love me or so you say but your actions speak otherwise. If you can't explain to me why you had sped off like a cheetah when that thing came by during spring and grabbed me. Holding me like I was hostage and he was going to rip my head off, or even give me the slightest explaination" I know I had done it now, his face hardend at the memory of what had happened that night.
"That was not a thing, Sarah, but I can't tell you this. Please try to understand that somethings are better left unsaid" His face was just inches from mine I could feel the press of his chest every time he inhaled. I was getting frustrated, I didn't come here to play 20 questions.
"UNDERSTAND WHAT Christian, that every time I begin to trust you and love you, you end up hurting me more than anyone else has. You push me away like I am just a stuffed toy. Well, guess what Christian I am not your teddy bear to shove around anymore. And neither is Rafael!"
His expression changed from anger to sadness to shock to confusion. I had no idea what I just said and obviously he didn't either.
"Who is Rafael?" He emphasized the name so much that I realized what I told him will never put us back to that couple that everyone envied.
"Christian, I wasn't supppose..."
"WHO IS RAFAEL!?" Anger filled his face his eyes looked even darker than usual, he all of a sudden seemed larger than normal, his chest was exploding from his shirt, the muscles in his arms were beggining to ripple. I now had no choice to finish what I had started.
"Rafael is your...Son"
