Who would have known that history class could be so entertaining. I mean with Christian
sitting beside me, the day just couldn't be anymore enjoyable. He kept passing me notes in
class, that were always covered in his elegant hand-writing explaining how beautiful I looked
to him. If only he knew how beautiful he looked. With his auburn hair messed in it's normal way
shinning under the lights in the class. And his body, I have no idea where to begin. His chest
just barely fitting into one of his many black t-shirts, which were usually paired with jeans
that were not to tight, but did something that I never thought was possible. It made him look
almost imortal. I feel so stupid, i continuosly think about his bare chest against mine, while
his strong right arm would make it's way up the back of my neck and find its place, where my long
tousled hair met with my scalp. His other arm would gently stroke my cheek, as he leaned in to
kiss me.
I feel like such a day dreamer. I must be like one of those girls who spend their life
just thinking about what it must feel like to actually have a guy beside you that truly loves you,
some kind of Twilight fantasy that already exist for me. His soft hands slowly fell over mine,
gently squeezing it as he dropped another note.
Sarah,
I can't wait to leave this class. We can go to my place
for dinner, then I'll drop you home. What do you think
about that? :)
-Christian
I looked over to him, my lips tightening to form a smile that hopefully looked like an
approval instead of "I'm confused." He put his arm around my torso, filling me with that one
feeling I just hoped was excitement, though it felt more like impatients.
As soon as the last bell rang for the day, I ran to my locker, ignoring everyone that said
Hi, especially Shavika. That girls can talk for days, she just never shuts up. I grabbed my lock
and fiddled with number code. I was in a rush, I couldn;t sit here and play with my lock all day.
When Christian invited me to his house the first time, it was like a fairy tale. His house is
no ordinary house, It's almost like a castle, there are pictures of ancient family members, in beautiful gowns and stunning suits. His staircase, is as if he pulled it right out of Beauty and the Beast.The best part though is his bedroom, His four post bed is golden and god-like, with a thin white sheet draped over the post and vines twisted around them posts. His wallpaper was green like the grass. In fact his whole room reminded me of a fairy garden.
When he took me up there he wrapped his arms aroundme, as if forcing his body heat into me.
He stared into my eyes and said "don't ever regret any moment,instead just fix it with a purpose."
Up to now I still have no idea that that phrase meant. but he pushed me unto the bed, his body just
inches from crushing mine as he brought his face so close to mine that I could feel his cool breath
on my lips. He leaned in close to kiss my lips, and I accepted. I pushed back against his body yearningfor more. I absolutely loved where this was going. his palm traced my sine as his kiss became more intense. I could feel his hands slowly making their way up my top. But, I felt it pause, right on my stomach. He pulled away and stared at me like I did something wrong. Did I not know how to kiss someone?Was I going to hard-core? I mean we had only just started dating. Then he lead me ou the door.
This time though, it will be different. He will make dinner, we can sit on the couch and watch a
movie, but if it goes any further than that I will stop it. I don't want to mess up my relationship with
him. Christian has been the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am just not reafy to let go to that. I slammed my locker shut, and turned aorund to see him standing right behind me.
"Angry, 'bout something?" he asked confused.
"What,no I just... Never mind. I'm actually excited." I hope that didn't sound to desperate.
"Great, then let's get going" he took me in his arms pulled me close and kissed me, a real kiss,
one that could not have been fake. Then we headed off towards his red Audi. Everyone looked at us in envy,except for Shavika, who was doing that stupid smile of hers and waving good-bye. Someone, needs to tell that girl how embarrassing she is sometimes. Tough I have to admit, when no one else is listening she is. She is one of the most trustworthy, attentive friends I had ever had.
