Reddie Oneshots

🌧️•letters and heartache•🌧️

ALL LOWERCASE LETTERS ARE PURPOSEFULLY PUT DOWN, I THINK IT FITS HIS CHARACTER

Dear, Eddie. (aka my love).

It's been about 1 year and 16 days since you left officially. I didn't get to say goodbye. You were my first love, my one and only.

I know you would hate how i am now. My rooms a mess and my kitchen is full of dirty dishes. I can't seem to get over you. you being gone has made a hole i can't fill. (and there isn't a lot of holes i can't if you know what i mean). I don't talk to the losers a lot anymore about my problems. you were mine. my muse, my only means of leaving this terrible world behind and feel safe.

Bill and Stan finally got together you know! we went and visited you the other day, i don't know if you saw us lol. i'm sorry that i threw a chocolate bar at you, stan pushed me LOL

Beverly is okay, her and Benny boy are doing the best they can considering the circumstances and all that. IT managed to make them get closer (somehow?)

mike is still mike i guess, he left and went to Florida like he always said he would! i'm proud of him. he got a girlfriend, and she's pretty cool's looking. i wish i could love anyone else as much as i love you. i don't know how this works. with you gone it feels like my world collapsed.

my therapist said i use humor as a way to cope with my trauma (lol loser and not the good kind) and i kind of see what he means i guess. i mean i became a comedian for a good reason. also you weren't wrong, i don't write my own stuff. but ever since you left i feel like i have to prove myself to the world that im good at what i do, so im writing my own material!!

i don't know how to write letters btw so

eds i miss you bro(romantically of course) i want you back. i know you can't come back but i want you back.

i love you so much man you don't even know. you deserved the world. i really wish what happened didn't. i want you back. god i can't live without you.

from, Rich. (your love)

Richie places down the letter on the grey tombstone and wipes a tear from his face. His eyes that were once bright and hopeful, are dim and gray now. "I love you Eddie. I miss you every day." He said, wiping off the tombstone. He looked down with tears in his eyes to see a small chocolate sitting on the grass in front of the tombstone and chuckled.

"Bye, my love."

Richie whispered, walking over to his car, leaving with the memory engraved in his brain and the tombstone, that his best friend and first love is gone forevermore.

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