What happened to forever?

Chapter 20

*Selena's P.O.V.*

-flashback-

"Mom. Stop it!" I giggled.

She laughed and in this instant I took a look are my mom.

A beautiful brunette. Maybe to others she wasn't beautiful, but to me, my mom was one of the most beautiful and hardworking women of all time.

She then sighed before saying "Baby there will come a time Where you need to forgive and forget."

I frowned. "But even if they stole my dollies? I forgive and forget them still mommy?" I asked.

She smiled again. "Yes baby. Do not let the shadows of the past darken the doorstep of your future. Forgive and forget."

I smiled and giggled. "Okay mommy. Forgive and forget."

-flashback ends -

How can I forgive her? I thought ...I could have sworn she died that night.

"Taylor." I said. "I...W-we thought you died. We...we were. I was there. You....Your babies. The crash. I-i don't believe it." I gasped. "You lied. You fooled us all didn't you!? Why Taylor? Why are you doing this? What did I ever do to you?!" I yelled at her.

She laughed. And she laughed and she laughed and it seemed that her laugh was everywhere. She was everywhere.

"Selena. You did so much to me. You took Harry away. You took him away from me! You took everything from me that day. know how many days I cried myself to sleep because he wasn't here. Selena you didn't Even have To try and you still have him in love with you as if it were the first time he ever saw you." She replied.

My eyebrows shot up in confusion. Harry didn't love me. He loves His new wife.

"Look Taylor. I won't press charges for kidnapping If you simply give me Emma back and let me walk out here freely." I said trying to convince her of letting us go.

She laughed. And Dude was I Getting tired of her annoying ass laugh.

"Taylor. One day, Whether you Are 14, 28, or 65 you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find- is that they are not always with whom we spend our lives with." I said.

And she laughed for what felt like the one hundredth time today.

And she slowly walked closer and closer and I slowly backed up into a wall.

And everything After that happened in slow motion. So that it would torture me.

She walked away from me and then swiftly turns around holding a him in her hand and shoots me.

And I felt Nothing at first. That is until I looked down. At my stomach. At my white shirt that said 'I'll never die.' Which is quite ironic. Blood was everywhere. Dripping down my shorts all the way down to my feet.

And that's when it hit me. And all of a sudden I felt really tired, like the world had drained me for everything I had.

And I fell. My feet couldn't and wouldn't life me up. My arms didn't move. Hell, I couldn't even speak or scream for that matter.

And it hurt. like Hell.

And when it's nearly over, your life I mean, it just comes back in flashes you know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories, but it all just comes back. But the people never do. Such as Harry for example. I think part of me knew that second I saw him that this would happen. It's not really anything he said or anything he did. It was the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is..... I don't know If I'm ever gonna feel this way again. But I don't know If I should. I knew his world went too fast and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you towards someone Who looks.... so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that, when he saw me. I guess I just listen my balance. I think the worst part of Or all wasn't losing him, but was losing me.