What happened to forever?

Chapter 28

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"Act Like you Love Me."-Shawn Mendes.

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"As he Read, I fell in love with him the way you fall asleep. Slowly, then all at once."-John Green. (The Fault In Our Stars)

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*Selena's P.O.V.*

I saw Harry and the car disappear. And God, was it the worst thing I thought I'd ever see.

I was probably way too caught up Thinking of Harry and how Stupid I was to actually believe that he was gonna be my hero , that I didn't notice a car slowing down besides me.

"Help!" I yelled waving my arms frantically in the air, but it didn't work out so well because the car sped up right against me. Sending a spine chilling, tingle raising,.fucking cold ass breeze my way.

And Again, me Stupid me, was caught up that I didn't notice a Rv coming towards me.

So somehow I managed to drag myself out of the middle of the street, and was now barely on the side. There was no side walk for a Reason it was just dirt and a few spurts of dead grass.

Then Again, we did drive into the middle of now Where.

Holy Fuck, I forgot that I was fucking bleeding and was probably gonna get a fucking contamination from this.

God if I find Harry and I make it out alive here I'd -

"Holy, Fuck ma'am. You need help." A voice said startling me.

I didn't turn around, it sounded way too familiar. And it wasn't a good familiar.

"Oh my God, is-is that you Selena?" It asked again.

And this time I did turn my head around.

To see him, towering above me.

Out of all the fucking people it had to be him.

"Yeah it's me."I told him hesitantly trying to get up, but I couldn't.

Soon I saw him hold out His hand. And I grabbed it slowly standing up.

Who was he you asked?

J-

"Justin babe -w-woah. S-selena?" Another fucking familiar voice said.

"Honestly them?! Out if all the fucking people you choose them!" I yelled at the Universe in my head.

I looked up to Where the voice was coming. And guess who it fucking was.

Well whoop-di-fucking-do. It was none other than Demi fücking Lovato.

*flashbacks*

It was summer time at the Santa Monica Fair. God probably the best fair I've ever been at.

Or Maybe it was because she was the best company I've ever had.

Or possibly that this was my first fair I've ever been to.

But god damn it, it was fun.

We laughed. And we played the games and we won. And we went on rides and God, I swear in that moment I Would have gladly died in peace.

I mean that was when me and her were best friends. But times change don't they? And so do people.

That's an understatement.

-flashback ends-

But Damn it, it was always too good to be true wasn't it?

"She needs help J! We need to help her!" She yelled running towards me.

I groaned and held my stomach tighter, I almost forgot the pain until she mentioned help.

I didn't want help, I wanted to crawl in a hole and die. I didn't want room continue this life.

I can't pretend That I'm okay anymore. I can't fake it anymore. I'm hopeless, helpless, and I'm afraid that I'll never get better.

And that's when I realized Justin had took me inside His rv thingy and left me on a bed when he ran to the restroom.

Probably to get something to help.

Or to get a gun and let me shoot myself or he could help me and shoot me himself. I'd be glad with either.

But all he did was had a piece of cloth and ran back to me.

But as soon as he came close to me Demi threw something my direction.

A very large and probably heavy something.

Something that knocked me out instantly. And possibly, if was on my side, permanently.

But the last thing I heard was "She's gonna be gone J. And then." It stopped. "Then he'll be sorry."

A/n I know. I know. I know. I fücking know.

I am so so sorry. I suck I'm sorry. I am sorry. But I do have a life and I do have school starting again and it's complicated.

And social media isn't helping.