What happened to forever?

Chapter 26

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" Love.

I always thought love never existed, or that at least, it wasn't meant for absolutely Everyone.

I've always thought that that was just something they'd say for some odd reason.

I was also afraid that if it did exist it might hurt.

Because no matter how close you are to someone it can't guarantee that they'll never Leave.

Because I'm afraid of giving up and giving in and letting go.

Because I'm afraid of the clock ticking and the passing time and the missed opportunities.

Because I'm afraid of my own emotions, unstable and such a foolish mess.

Because I'm afraid if I give in, I'll lose the only thing I could grasp.

My sanity.

That was until I met you.

And at first I didn't believe it. I couldn't. How could I if I believed it didn't exist?

Can you imagine meeting someone Who figures out why tour so guarded?

Can you imagine finding someone Who stays?

No matter what you put them through they always remain on your front porch waiting for you

The light never goes out

Your outline always remains in the bed sheets

They never fill your draw in your wardrobe

They become a part of you and you become a part of them so much that

If they were ever to go missing, it'd feel like you went missing too.

But then you made me realize I did.

I love you.

And I don't mean the way I love my coffee with 2 sugars or the way I love an extra 10 minutes of sleep or the way I love soup on a cold day.

I love you in a way that I've never loved anyone before.

I love you in a way that consumes me.

And I don't know Where it Started, or how it started, but I just do.

And you showed me one important thing that no one has ever showed me before.

Not that I'm beautiful or smart or sweet.

None of that.

You showed me something more important than all of those things combined.

You showed me that I'm important, that I have a reason to be here.

You made me feel like the world was Lucky to have me here.

And Im not sure anyone in the world would be able to make me feel like that again."- yours truly. Me. -M xx

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"Believe" by Shawn Mendes, a.k.a my husband.

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*Selena's P.O.V.*

"Niall. Wha-What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Selena. I don't know what to say, but when I say you there I don't know what got over me. I really don't know what Taylor was capable of. I-I am so sorry Selena. I have to Leave. He's coming. Bye." And with that Niall is off running.