*Selena's P.O.V.*
I sat down. Memories playing in my mind. Fresh as a newly cut lemon. The smell. The image. The park. The swings. The forest. The pond. The ducks. I never realised how beautiful it was.
"S-Selena?" Harry asked.
I turned around. Now we were facing each other. Tears brimmed my eyes. I held them up. I can't show Harry Im weak. I can't cry!
"W-wheres E-emma?" He asked scratching the back of his neck. Indeed. Harry was different. He had many more tattoos now. He had longer curls. His British accent gone completely.
I shook my head. "She's on the swing." I said in monotone.
He looked at me. Confused at first then turned to pity. He always was able to see past my eyes. He was always able to see how I was feeling.
I coughed uncomfortable. He sighed. He walked to the swings.
"Hey." He said. He weakly smiled.
"Hello, my name is Emma Marie Gomez. What's your name Mister?" She asked grinning. I smiled. My baby.
"Im Harry. Your- " I interrupted.
"My friend. He's my friend. " I said angrily. I glared at him. He stepped back. With a face of 'wtf'. I rolled my eyes.
"Harry. Erm... wheres-wheres your family?" I asked. He looked down.
"They didn't want time to come." He said. I weakly smiled.
I turned around and Harry immediately turned me around. His fingertips across my skin. The trees swaying in the wind. Memories.
"Selena. Im sorry." He said. "Not as sorry as I am. I am so mad at myself. I feel like hating myself instead of you and-and I don't think that's possible. Because I convinced myself I was over you and know I know it's all pretend. I pretended not to be upset when we got in a fight. I pretended I didn't look forward to seeing you everyday. I pretended that I wasn't hurt when you broke my heart. I pretended I didn't miss you when you weren't around. Now all these lies have showed me that I missed you so much more than what I realized. But I guess Im too late." At this point I was sobbing my eyes out. I cleaned my face.
"Mommy! What did this man do to you?" Emma cried and ran to me.
"Your evil! I hate you! Leave! Never come back! You made my Mommy cry! Leave!" She yelled towards Harry.
I looked up to Harry. His face was full of hurt. He looked down. He looked back up about to say something but then he started walking.
"Harry! Wait! Can I ask you something?" I said clearing my face of the tear stains.
"Um..s-sure." He said.
"Was it easy?" I asked.
"Was what easy?" He asked.
"Leaving me. Saying all that cute stuff then just walking away like it was Nothing. Like we were Nothing. Like I was Nothing." I said pain written across my face.
"Selena. I hope one day you'll realize I did truly care for you. It was the hardest thing for me to. To stop loving you. To stop caring about you. But you made me. You never will know how it feels like." He said.
I scoffed. "Harry. YOU don't know pain. You wanna hardest thing for me? It was when you left us. You got your things and just walked out of our life's. And I hope you realize how stupid you were. " I sighed
"Anyways. I just wanted to tell you. This is our last week in New York. So from now on, you don't have to worry. You don't have to have that weight on your chest. You can finally feel free. Goodbye forever Harry." I said.
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Fanfiction"Mommy, where's daddy?" Emma asked dumbfounded and filled with curiosity. I weakly smiled to her making it look authentic enough for her to believe. Where was Harry? Flashbacks started playing through my head. Memories. Pain. Loneliness. I was tryi...
