Dear God
I need to talk to you. If I wouldn't do this I might burst out and break down.. We're horrendously struggling.. This is the hardest challenge that you ever gave to us. Im losing my faith. I don't know where to hold and whom to talk but I always find myself talking to you. You know how much I suffered right now. And Im praying that my faith for you will not be vanish permanently. You know I trust you, I believe in you.. but at this moment Im definitely useless and hopeless. I can't do anything but to pray, believing that in the end everything will be set on the right place. For instance, I am a match stick that are slowly burning with emotions and eventually gone without a trace.
-Cielo
