"How do you see life? How can or will you handle failures in your life?"
Someone asked me before that I was not able to answer. I was taken a back by that question. I realized, I was afraid, afraid to be embarrass. Because I have only seen my life through my eyes. I handle failures through blaming someone or myself. In that way I would be more frustrated and depressed. Worst, putting all the blames to someone until they feel bad about it. Sadly, I was at ease of that scenarios. I know I was insensitive and selfish. Frankly speaking, I don't know how to handle failures. I always over think, I pity myself, because all my life I am a failure. I was a pessimist.
Until one fine morning, someone introduced me to God. I know God but not his words.
A person who loves to talk to God. The way her eyes twinkle you can say she was sincere and faithful to him. I envy her. She's brave, optimistic, simple and most of all humble.
And then one day I wanted to live my life the way she handle hers. She influences me about God.
But she only said these to me,
"Nope. I didn't. God did it. You know one day you will feel it in your heart the solemnity and the purity of his holiness. And that is the day that you accepted him as your saviour,redeemer, and your one & only God."
I cried. Because I felt it. That day, I accepted him and I know he already accepted me. You just need to believe in him and everything will follow.
He changed me as a new person. And I was born again.
