Everyday we meet new people. We exchange words, ideas, laughs,feelings and tears. And we wisely choose those who are worth it. But ironically, the more wiser we are, the lesser the chance to be happy.
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The prettiest smile hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. And the kindest hearts have felt the most pain.
I met her. She was so naive. Carefree. Nevertheless, I know inside her has dark side. Each of us has. And I had this feeling that she's something. She's different. That behind those laughs hides a thousands of pain. Pain that was engraved there deep down inside her.
Every little thing about her excites me. She see life in her own way of new perspective. She was mysterious.
Weeks passed, I realized she was wise. Wiser than before. However I did found out that she's just a scared lost kid finding her way back to herself. I wanted to help her. Help her find her lost piece.
"She was a coward." First thought that pop out in my mind when I'm starting to know her more. I know the term was bit harsh, but she really was. Afraid to risk on something, on everything.
When you let me compare her to a thing, it would be a "book". A newly published book with its brand new cover exposing how perfectly it was made. Unfortunately and sadly, myself had been part of those people who had been fooled by its appearance.
They say "Don't judge the book by its cover." I did judge her. She was not a coward. Because all this time she had been strong in every waking day of her life. You know why? Because it's her only choice.
My heart literally felt the sadness when I realised who she really are. Her words are deep, the way she speak, and the way she see life positively.
Emotions can vaguely seen on her eyes. It was like telling us "Know me. If you can." However, she manage to gave me her trust and gave me the privilege to see her soul through her words.
She have the prettiest eyes. She have the prettiest smile. I haven't seen her smile but I know for sure she have.
I'm writing this to tell you that,
-Like you, every person or everyone of us should see life positively even though we've experienced loss, heart breaks, and betrayal. Because that's what made us today.
I'm so proud of you because you were so brave and took the wheel of your life, eventually put on your side. In case no one said this to you, "You're worth it." :)
And please don't close your heart for what tomorrow brings. And someday, you'll find that one person who will proved to you that love does not only hurt and break us but complete us at the same time.
-Cielo
