The one that got away, but still living inside me.

I was happier without you.... 14

After coming back to her guesthouse, kriya straight away went to her bed and kept weeping again bearing her face against her pillow, so as to kill her own pain away...then she remembered how Rey questioned her character and her relationship with Joseph and said....
I don't know if I'm in love with you, or the idea of loving you..it's unclear to me, Rey, I mean I used to feel so sure about my own feelings but I might just have been immature... I feel like, I have been stuck on you for so long that its hard to tell myself, I may be wrong about the way I feel for you, yes and if it is really love that I feel for you then I would rather be emotionless so as to not get bruises and scars from your words, I was far more happier without you, in the picture....she then recalls how Joseph and her other NY friends entered her life and how he became joy from Joseph.....

...........Flashback to 9months...........

It's been more then 1 year or should I say it's been exactly 13 months since Kriya joined NYDA and made some nice friends who like her have a passion for dance but they didn't know kriya is also a awesome dancer...as she had stopped dancing in front of others because in a way she was   punishing herself for what she did to Rey,,,,,however she also came to know through Swayam that Rey and Tanni has become very good friends but she could tell from the way Swayam would avoid talking about them or change the topic to something else when ever she asked anything else related to Rey or Tanni, sometime it felt like the connection she had with Rey had been cut off brutally without giving her a chance to redeem herself from it....but she said nothing, and carried on with this heavy, burden which was in return crushing her soul and body each passing day....

Then at last after a few more months gone by when Swayam finally crushed her heart which was already broken piece because of that pre valentine night and being away from her love, he informed or should I say, he confirmed her already present doubt about taarey, that Rey had moved on with Tanni and it has been more then an year of them being in a relationship....

Kriya's world came crumbling down at last, she didn't mind Rey moving on but somewhere in her heart's of heart she had always hoped, he would hunt after her and break all these walls she had to build unwillingly but now  knowing she was so easily forgotten by him and her gang, broken her again...

He alway claimed to her how much she meant to him but now she was already replaced by someone else that to so fast, so why was she not able to move on with herself, because it was Rey who had loved her first and longer than she had started to feel for him however now she was the only one left in this incomplete story, she had never cried so much till that day, after that she was in bed for 1 month due to constant fever or depression but then she upon seeing her mother's face which had aged so much more than a year ago, destroyed kriya more, her mother looked like she would collapse, if some wind passes by....at that very moment, kriya found her strength again and decided to stand strong for her mother, who had always loved her unconditional.....this all happened before a month ago

Now at present....it's been more than a week, since Kriya rejoined the collage....

Kriya : I don't care if he's the top student or one of the richest people of this college, for me he is a bully and a rich spoiled brat, I just don't like him...

Bella (Isabella) : Stop your nonsense, you're new to this college and remember your mother is also very strict, so please it's my humble request, don't attract any negativity your way, keep distance between you and others....

Kriya : I'm not saying anything nonsensical, it's not wrong to help others when they are in need and I think we should change the system around here, this is all wrong...

Anna (annabelle) : Kriya, as an experienced student of this college, I'm warning you, Joseph is incomparable in terms of wealth or appearance, no one in this college can beat him in dance or in academics....if you mess with him then you won't have a pleasant time throughout your college days....