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Diplomatic

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BRITISH SMITH|24

Sometimes mi wonder why mi haffi salt suh.

It was around a week later and I have been planning the funeral and nine night whole time with no break. Mi not even get fi process wah happen yet and mi nuh think that a sumn weh mi wah get into.

Mi nuh know why mi feel like mi ah avoid eh because mi lowkey traumatised but I have all rights to be due to the severity of the situation. I had so many questions too like why mi really siddung and record mi man balls a clap gainst wah white gyal bones fi batty?

It was funny til it wasn't because eh amount a shame and ridicule mi guh through just fi prove a point say him skin color nor him race neva matter just fi get cheated on wid a white gyal is outrageous and eh just nah sit right wid me.

GODDDDD MI A PRAY MI NAVV AIDS else mi kill him wid mi bare hand dem.

The phone rang and at first glance I noticed it was Jayda, I answered because the need to talk to someone was killing me, especially after I sent her the recordings and the screenshots of the calls.

I got called twice after the first call and it almost felt like it was on purpose. How do you cheat and not do enough preparation to not get caught? I could have been spared, I heard enough now I'm scarred for the rest of my life. I lowkey felt disrespected.

"Girl wah yuh just text mi say?"

The messages got sent about an hour ago and after keeping this information for a full week I felt it was time, this wasn't driving me crazy or anything, I had a feeling something was going on and that somewhat broke the fall of my impending heartbreak, men are literally ass.

I am mad and that I will admit because what the fuck man? Look how much mi do fi the bwoy and him still cheat pon me! It has to be my taste in men caz mi still a wonda how mi sidung and mek this reach mi? From a rasshole white man?

In that very moment the slide show of us played on my iPad, all his imperfections began to show up immensely. WHY HIM NOSE SUH BIGGGGGGGG? Ughhhh.

"Wid a white gyal? Babe oh ma God."

This wasn't us being racist, it's just that the saying is 'once you go black you never go back' and bro went back, like hard. Ew. I couldn't be the issue, mi might nuh suck him hood but mi sure mi anno the issue.

Zion was a white male and I'm not going to stereotype them but he felt so unclean all the time and for that I couldn't motivate myself to put it in my mouth.

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