Seraphina
I sat at the bar as I contemplated my life.
The moment that I start to move on, here comes Klaus with his mind games.
He knew exactly what memories would flood my mind seeing Elijah with a dagger in his chest.
I pick up my glass of water and I take a small sip of it.
"Do you know another place that has water? Your house. Do you think that sitting in the same place you were hammered in no even a full day ago is good for you?" Diego asked with a smirk.
I narrowed my eyes on him. "Being around the temptation and actively fighting it feels good, but even if I wanted to drink I would. Your friend just told me that eh wants Davina to try and figure out how to kill and original. I think that would be a good enough excuse to drink if I wanted to."
"Is it because you don't want Elijah to die?" I heard Marcel ask.
I grit my teeth at the question.
The most frustrating part is he has the right to ask it.
I won't admit it, but the thought of my former husband dying shakes me to my core.
A very small, pathetic part of me wants to save him from Marcel.
I won't do it.
I would never betray Marcel.
"I have moved on. I am only worried about you getting yourself killed. Maybe I should get a drink." I grumbled.
Marcel raised his eyebrow at me.
"What I feel doesn't matter!" I snapped. "If Davina can figure it out without either of you getting hurt the two of you can do whatever you want."
Marcel nodded. "Come on. We have things to do."
I smiled at him as he and Diego began to walk away.
Marcel turned and smiled at me. "Family dinner, six." He said.
I smiled back. "Six." I confirmed.
I watched as people around me ordered themselves drinks, and slowly started to feel the effects of the alcohol.
I envy them.
I want nothing more than to have a repeat of last night, but I know that it would be dangerous.
Using the alcohol to get over my former husband would only bring me more problems.
"You know, I am a bit curious. How did you and Marcel survive that night?"
I let out a small groan.
Now is not the time for me to be dealing with this.
"What? You are the excited to see your best friend after a century?" Klaus asked sarcastically.
"You must have me confused with someone else. I don't have any friends."
Fuck being sober, I'll depend on alcohol for the rest of my life if it means that my chest doesn't burn every time I looked at the person who I once considered family.
Klaus chuckled. "I'll have a bourbon , and another glass of water for the lady."
I glare at him as he continues to have that smug smile on his face."Now, someone told me that you've taken on drinking incessantly all because you heard I was back in town." He said as the bartender slides cup of water in front of me.
"Your presence doesn't affect me." I said as I stared at the cup of water.
It's mocking me.
"Hmm my presence doesn't affect you, but Elijah's does."
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1919 | Elijah Mikaelson
FanfictionMore than one therapist has told me that letting go of the past would do wonders for my mental health. My refusal to accept what has happened has left me with unhealthy coping mechanisms that result in this person haunting me for the rest of my life...